My mom

[Pmoney]

My mom is loosing it, shes going crazy. Ive made a few mistakes in school with drugs, and now she has convinced herself that I am on the path to hell and self destruction. She wont believe me when i say i want to fix my mistakes and fix my problems. Instead, she wants other people to beat what she wants into me. Thats why she sent me to an all boys boarding school for the past two years. Thats why she is going to send me to a boot camp this summer, and after that i will probobly end up going to a therapeautic boarding school where i wont see the light of day until im 18. She thinks love is how much money she spends on profesionals.

I stopped loving her when I figured out she was crazy, and that her expectations for life were so far from what they should be its insane. She claims ive broken her heart by doing this, but i know its a guilt trip shes putting herself through. Shes trying to make me feel bad for her, but its not working. I dont feel any love for my mother, she owns me for one and a half more years, and shes gona spend every second and every dolar trieing to beat her love into me.

The funny thing is, what im doing to her is exactly what she did to her own parents. Her mom was even more crazy than she is, and once my mom figured taht out, she removed herself from that family. What my mom doesnt realize, is that she is doing alot of the same things that her mom did, and im going to end up doing the same thing she did to her mom. I just hope that one day, when im grown up and have a job and family, she will realize what a piece of shit she has been, and how she robbed me of pretty much robbed me of a childhood.

[-Silence]

"She wont believe me when i say i want to fix my mistakes and fix my problems."
Do you really?

Sorry but how I read it, it seems like you want to stay the same without any type of consequence. Have you ever sat down and talked to her about it? No fighting, or anything, just talking. Have you told her why you turned to drugs, and have you told her what you think about how she is "helping" it?

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

your mom is smarter than you, and only wants the best things for you. she has all the right to send you off to a boarding school, because what you did was horrible and stupid and you need to be "corrected"

[DouggyO.o]

i agree 100%

[Oath]

You all are lucky you have a mom, my mom died when i was 7. So if i were you i would still love my mom and just try 2 explain 2 her things that are goin on in your life. i would rather have a crazy mom then a dead mom!

[Whisper]

What your mom is doing is costing her a TON of money
like ALLOT so I dou't she'd do it just to be mean to you.
She could easily tourter the crap out of you with it costing her very very little

So logically she's doing this to help you NOT to be mean.

"I stopped loving her when I figured out she was crazy, and that her expectations for life were so far from what they should be its insane."

She's your mum, you love her dosen't matter what she does

"She claims ive broken her heart by doing this, but i know its a guilt trip shes putting herself through. Shes trying to make me feel bad for her, but its not working. I dont feel any love for my mother, she owns me for one and a half more years, and shes gona spend every second and every dolar trieing to beat her love into me."

........I'd do the exact same thing she's doin

You're mum is way smarter then you
I know because mine is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay smarter then me
Everytime she's told me to do something or warned me about something and I don't do it or I ignored her, I get burnt real bad
Then she comes, bails me out, I learn and then the process continues as I make other mistakes and learn


Pinklink I'm sorry that happened to you :hug:
If you ever need to talk to anyone I'm here okay

[Φρανκομβριτ]

This may be hard to grasp, but this is her way of helping you. She thinks that the only way to help you is through all this profesional help, which clearly you do not seem to need to this extensity. I don't know if you can get her to understand, but try. Sit her down and have a talk with her. Even if you already have. Be sure to mention your feelings a lot, as adults like that.

[Shadouingu]

least you have a mom she mine left when i was 6 months old and i want her to rot in hell for eternity

[Oath]

Thats a little harsh!

[nwshc]

least you have a mom she mine left when i was 6 months old and i want her to rot in hell for eternity
Yes, alittle to much information. But, you never know. Maybe your mom did it for the good of both of you. She could have been adicted to drugs or something and relized that she might have put you in danger.