DifferentTides
June 20th, 2011, 04:34 AM
So my new best friend came around to my place last night. We had a fun time and stuff then things went a little deeped conversation wise instead of banter you could say.
I started to actually tell him how i am scared for what is happening around me. My fears of collaspe of friendships, and other personal issues like depression and cutting etc.
Then i got onto another topic around myself and how i actually felt about me... then all the sudden and this strange, i was actually able to cry in front of him. It felt weird, but relieving. He actually gave me a hug afterwards. I think that is actually in a way a good sign that i was able to do that. I haven't been able to have a properly have that kind of breakdown because of some trust and personal issues i have been having.
I feel loved :)
I started to actually tell him how i am scared for what is happening around me. My fears of collaspe of friendships, and other personal issues like depression and cutting etc.
Then i got onto another topic around myself and how i actually felt about me... then all the sudden and this strange, i was actually able to cry in front of him. It felt weird, but relieving. He actually gave me a hug afterwards. I think that is actually in a way a good sign that i was able to do that. I haven't been able to have a properly have that kind of breakdown because of some trust and personal issues i have been having.
I feel loved :)