ReasonsForWeeping
June 17th, 2011, 06:35 PM
i want to die why did i tell him gosh he just kept saying he was sorry like he could take it away i have never felt this much pain in my life i want to die i want emotions to turn off i want to get him out of my head i want to stop feeling for him i want to have a baby in my arms to hold and love if only i didn't have a miscarriage i would have a baby in my arms to hold a baby to love maybe have him in my life i love you Aaron if only you knew :( :blue: :neutral: :shock: :-( i still love him i want to cut i want to burn i ant to feel pain that i can control :( im going to hurt myself i just know it all i want to do is talk to him about this i need to be alone :( :-(