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[Love.Hate]

Well my "bestfriend" thought it would be a good idea to tell my family that im planning on killing myself. Which im not, anyway they all hate me. I cant stop crying im so angry i have smashed a glass, kicked several walls and if people werent so worried and keeping me on suicide watch i would have cut myself.

I dont know what to say to her.

I have never been this angry in all my life. My dad is now pretending he cares... yeah fucking right.

Oh yeah and apparently im starving myself according to her? WHAT IS HER GAME. She knows that isnt true, i had pizza at her house yesterday for god sake.

She had to tell my dads side of the family. The side i hate.

I dont know what to do :( :(

Maybe i should just end it? Prove a point. But i cant.. him. Ahhhh fuck. I really dont want to be here right now

[MadManWithaBox]

She got the wrong end of the stick. If she's your mate. She wants to protect you. Just not in the right way.

[Love.Hate]

She got the wrong end of the stick. If she's your mate. She wants to protect you. Just not in the right way.

But by "protecting" me, she has made up lies. I am eating. Why has she made my situation sound worse than it is?

[MadManWithaBox]

Maybe thats what she see's. She's panicking.

[Love.Hate]

I know she is :(

But i wish she would have come to me before.. told me she thinks somethings wrong. Now i cant post in my blog because she and my entire family will be reading it. And i dont know how to get everything in my head out.. Im scared.

[Donkey]

Maybe i should just end it?
I don't like to say it, Fran, but this question does suggest that your friend may have been right in being concerned; whether she did the right thing or not, it shows she cares. That's something you should be at least a little grateful for.

Have you tried talking to your family and explaining the situation? I'm sure if you sit down and discuss with them that you have no plans on ending your life then they might cool off a bit. The only thing except for that you can really do is just to wait until it boils over. Make sure they see you eating, and happy - they'll soon get the message.

Good luck with everything...

[Love.Hate]

Thankyou Jon.. yeah, i have sat down with them all now and explained that im okay and im not going to kill myself. But this has made it so much harder for me.

Either way, im now getting help. That im not sure if i need? but whatever pleases them i guess as im acting "out of character".

[whereismymind]

They just think that your acting "out of character", remember no matter what happens you are brilliant and you know who you are better than they do. I hope things get better for you and message me if you ever need to.

[Love.Hate]

Thankyou Liam, i hope it settles down soon. They all keep looking at me like in some freak or something.