i dont know if i can do this any more!

[ReasonsForWeeping]

god damn i haven't cut or burned in 8 days the longest ive gone is 2 months i cant stop thinking about him i love him still why Aaron broke my heart it hurt when he did it i trusted him he dosent understand that trust means alot to me it means the world to me to let someone in he tore it down he is the only person that has ever made me feel emotional pain like this i love him still why its been year since ive seen him but i still love him more than the world why do i still love him? :( :confused: i want to cut or burn every time i think about him i did get pregnant with his baby and have a miscarriage maybe that's why or maybe its something else ... idk i only wish i would never have met him :bigsmash:

[cmdexe]

Aaron sounds like a jerk. I know you love him, but, sometimes we love someone who doesn't deserve it. Especially as it's been so long, have you thought about counselling? It sounds like it's really affecting you and it should have calmed down by now I think :/

You don't have to hurt yourself to feel ok :3 someday you will get past it.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

no i don't really like to talk about it me and him went out for a year i was 14 he was 16 now im 15 and hes 17 so he could be charged with rape for having sex with a minor even if i did give consent ... and i love him to much to tell anyone about it im too scared to tell him i had a miscarriage i think he would just think im lying... idk what to do counseling doesn't really help me