i just can't take this anymore

[ackmedsgirl666]

i am so sick and tired of all the bullshit that is going on my lifr right now
ann marie made everything worse when i found out today she had been cheating on me
i feel like i am losing my bestfriend ever and i can't have that happen
my ex bestfriend has gone missing and the cops called my old group home looking for her
anyways just to narrow it down i wanna start cutting again
i have been doing good lately and havent cut since i lost my baby like 2 months ago because that made me so depressed
i have never felt this bad before and i want the pain to go away but i can't find a way to make it all escape
i just wanna cut..... and take away my feelings
i wanna get over ann marie even tho it will hurt but she broke my heart
i want my relationship with dylan to get stronger and continue to keep on growing
i want amy to be ok and go back home
i wanna get some help or somebody to talk to about my feelings
i wanna find somebody to love that can be apart of my life...

i need to escape

[Iris]

things sounds really tough for you :( i'm so sorry. I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to

[ReasonsForWeeping]

wow tht sucks i know u dont need anyone telling you ive had plenty of people telling everythings going to get better soon when idk where ill be in a month idk if i will be on the streets idk if ill stay with my step dad or if ill be with my crazy mother all i want right now is some1 to talk to about it but i dont trust anyone i hope everything gets better for you p.s i lost a baby 2

[ackmedsgirl666]

awe i am sorry to hear that
i was about 3 mths along and i lost it due to stress and shit
how do i know this
because i bled for days and days super heavy

[ReasonsForWeeping]

i was 2 months the father dosent know im scared to tell him he wouldent understand he would just think i was lying to him about it :'( he hates me

[ackmedsgirl666]

i'm sorry to hear that
well the father of my baby is a complete asshole
right after he got me pregnant he ran off from me and got some other chick pregnant. i wanted to try again ever since but i am scared to
and now my gf is pregnant too

[ReasonsForWeeping]

thats awful i hope things get better