don't know

[rissa-_-]

sorry if everything is like out there, unorginized
okay so lately i don't go to sleep as early as normally. and almost everynight i have some type of nightmare. disturbing my sister is having the same effect.
so now my family (aunts, uncles, cousins) are getting the feeling i'm crazy. they all think i need to go to the mental hospital. (because of this i think they won't speak to me again, this happened with my other cousin. i don't want that to happen) yes because i so need this pressure. but i've been doing much better with like everything that goes around. except everyone judging. people who judges me like gets me so.... upset. it makes me feel.... i don't how to describe. (have any of you have that feeling?) i don't even know why folks do it?
so yeah this is pretty much what's happening in my life.

[LongShot157]

Okay this is why im glad i took a psychology class in college :) dreams are the subconscious mind giving clues to real problems of the conscious mind, for example if in your dream you are at home alone and someone is breaking in and your running away to get away from whatever it is, means something along the lines of there is a problem, or something that is causing one to feel guilty that they dont want to deal with and they are tryin to RUN from the problem or HIDE the guilt. Now i dont know what the nightmare you are having is, but having the same one night after night means there is something that happens daily that, you may or may not realize, and you may be repressing it subconsciously. And i KNOW that having large amounts of stress and feeling upset that you might get put in a hospital like your cousin i believe you said it was, can very easily cause dreams like what your having. I believe all dreams have a meaning to why you have them and that the dream itself has something to do with real life while you are awake out and about. And with the who judging thing, that can also add into it, and ill take a shot in the dark about the feeling, is it something like, you feel like an outcast, like you are different than everyone else for having dreams like you do, like your family thinks differently of you for things that happens, something along those lines? Well i would just like to say those will happen especially when the ones judging are family members and or close friends. Well this is about as much as i can say with the details you have given, But if you wanna talk about this anymore please feel free to comment on my wall thing, i havent made 100+ posts yet so i cant pm yet, but i dont judge and i think it would help to have someone who understands where your coming from, and someone who WONT judge you for what your saying. i really hope this helped some, good luck and hope everything works out rissa.
Best wishes~ Ryan