My arm :(

[MadManWithaBox]

This Is just a rant. But I spilt my arm open on the weekend. Had to get 78 stitches. And it really hurts. Like burns. And they've put a dressing on it so I can't mess with it. Cunts. And they re-did them yesterday. Jesus it hurts. Don't ever do things like this. Please.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

why did u do it in the first place?

[MadManWithaBox]

Cos I'm an idiot. Frankly.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

well if your an idot then what dose that make me? i gave myself a 3rd degree burn

[Love.Hate]

Dont mess with it matt. *gives you a mothering tone*
Just leave it to heal now, there is nothing else you can do.

[MadManWithaBox]

well if your an idot then what dose that make me? i gave myself a 3rd degree burn

Well why did you do it?

[ReasonsForWeeping]

bc i was depressed i needed something to bring me up and out of the downward spiral of my life for a few hours

[MadManWithaBox]

That doesn't make you an idiot.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

why not?

[MadManWithaBox]

You were looking for escape from a bad situation. Temporary. But still.

[scuba steve]

Were you out drinking or something, man? Sounds too serious for it not to be accidental.

[MadManWithaBox]

It was intentional.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

yeah i guess your right

u have to have a reason for doing it tho

Merged - Please don't double post, use the edit buttons instead. ~ georgiamay.

[MadManWithaBox]

Well that's your reason.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

well whats urs

[MadManWithaBox]

I've done a lot of things in my life. I've met a lot of people. I'm only 18. Unfortunately very few of my memories are good. Very few of the people were good. And it's a lot of memories. A lot of pain.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

see ur not an idot

[MadManWithaBox]

I knew what I was doing. I didn't know what I wanted to get from it.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

so that dosent make you an idiot

[MadManWithaBox]

Sitting in the hospital for 7 hours makes you feel like an idiot.

[scuba steve]

Ahhh, I just assumed with the amount of damage done, that it would have been from falling on glass or something... That sucks, Matt. But hopefully this has taught you how far you can go and what the limits are.

[MadManWithaBox]

I've done worse. Just it paticularly hurts more this time.

[ReasonsForWeeping]

thats what hospitals do

[User Deleted]

I guess if you are an idiot, the whole group in the human race are idiots. Actually I was... short-witted... enough to whittle backwards recently and cut my hand.

[MadManWithaBox]

An accident is an accident. This was deliberate. And stupid.

[User Deleted]

Still, I knew not to cut backwards like that. You could almost call it a half accident. Besides, the past is the past. We cant take back our mistakes so the best thing is probably to learn so you don't do it again, and just move on.

[Love.Hate]

An accident is an accident. This was deliberate. And stupid.

Well learn from it then Matt and dont do it that deep again!<3

[MadManWithaBox]

I know :(

[User Deleted]

Anyways, I wish you the best of luck with the wound healing and what not :)

[Chris25]

Were u trying to commit suicide? Or were u just trying to cut and it got outta hand?!?

[MadManWithaBox]

I just wanted that cut. I guess.

[sarahtheweber]

Yeah thats happened to me before... I cut too deep, but now I know where not to cut deep. haha... But Matt, I hope it stops hurting and I hope you can feel more at peace with yourself. Its not really that good to beat yourself up about it. Whats done is done. Have no regrets.

[morbidmonkey]

ho do u give urself a third degree burn???