Scared,

[TrAnSMaN09]

I'm scared im going to lose him, Im scared he's going to find someone better then me, someone that isn't gender confused, I can't let her take him from me, I kno he wont let that happen, No matter what, he loves me, And i kno he will just say the same thing when he reads this (HI), but its what i feel, Im losing him,

[Dangoblin]

If you're afraid to loose him, just find a date/time/and place to sit down and have a long talk with him. If you really are loosing him, its better to find out now, rather than dealing with the confusion for a long time. Everyone always fears of loosing their most precious thing, but in the long run, it all will work out.

[TrAnSMaN09]

i just feel like he deserves better then me

[AutumnDae]

Until recently, I always had the thought that whoever I was with deserved someone better than me, and it was only a matter of time until he would find someone else, and that I was just someone to keep him company.

I don't know what made me change my thinking, but eventually I realized (Not to sound conceited or anything at all) that I have great qualities, and any guy is lucky to have me.

In your opinion, you think he deserves better. But he chose you, didn't he? So there has to be something that's keeping him to you, and just be happy about that. :)

[TrAnSMaN09]

I feel that way Exactly, Like he could do SOO much better then me, He deserves someone that isn't all confused about who they are, HE knows who he wants to be, But im just a gender confused freak like.... I dont get why and how he puts up with me,

[aussiebunnie]

I feel that way Exactly, Like he could do SOO much better then me, He deserves someone that isn't all confused about who they are, HE knows who he wants to be, But im just a gender confused freak like.... I dont get why and how he puts up with me,

You know if you love him that's all you need. Stop worrying and just let things happen. Life is short and sometimes depressing. Don't push good things away because your confused. Don't analyze yourself. Sometimes looking at something in simplicity is better than dissecting it. You like/love him? He likes/loves you? That's all you need.

[jake14]

just let things play out.

[TrAnSMaN09]

But i don't want anything to happen to us, As much as he deserves better,

[AltoVaughn]

I feel that way Exactly, Like he could do SOO much better then me, He deserves someone that isn't all confused about who they are, HE knows who he wants to be, But im just a gender confused freak like.... I dont get why and how he puts up with me,

Don't Call yourself a freak. You will figure it out and be the best whatever gender you feel that's right that you can be. If he does not love you he wouldn't be with you. If he can't handle all of you, personal issues included then you need better.