Now WHAT??!!

[LoginLeo]

Heya everybody... :)
long time since i was here... huh
So i have a problem going on...
For the past 2 years, i've had a very veryyy good friend, she's a girl, and we were like sharing EVERYTHING!
For the last half a year, i really wanted her to be my girlfriend..
And 3 weeks ago, it happened.
I was very very happy and all, but sometimes i feel that i love her, sometimes i feel nothing...
But most of the time - i think about boys... i guess it's because a year ago, i had a boyfriend, and we had oral sex and stuff, and i loved that guy and was veeery turned on by him..
Then, when he broke up with me, i was lonely for some time, and after that i met another boy online, and had oral with him too hhh
But it just felt wrong for me.. i dunno why...
And now, after i wanted so much to get a girlfriend, i got.. like.. the girl of my dreams, and when she's finaly mine - i still can't stop thinking about gay sex, gay feelings, and can't stop visiting a teen gay forum...

Especially after the huge and beautiful gay pride in Tel Aviv (I just saw the pics, and got jealous that i wasn't there hh)

Also, i had 5 girlfriends in my life, since the age of 12, and only 1 time(at the age of 12) fell in love.. broke up with each one of 'em after like a month, or less..
So... WHAT DO I DO?? I'm so confused... really..
Oh and by the way, i didn't have sex with a female.. never.. i only had oral sex with the guys i mentioned above... Ohh and i'm 16 years old, turning 17 this August.
So please... Help!! :confused::confused:

[Shenron]

You sir are in a predicament. The fact that you are both sexually and emotionally attracted to guys is a clue that you may be gay or bi, the onnly reason I'm not saying that it is for sure is because hormones at your age play nasty tricks on your brain. You very well could be (and most probably are) gay or bi, but nobody here can truly tell you your sexuality. Now, if you were feeling these things before you started your relationship with this girl then you made a very poor decision to start the relationship. You did say however, that you do feel you love her at times (here are those hormones again). My advice is to tell her that you like her alot and she is a very nice person, but you think it'd be best if you remained just friends for now. You can't play with people's emotions and lead them on, if you truly feel you'd rather be with a guy, it is time to let her go. PM me if you need to talk or would like some further help. I'll keep an eye on this thread too :)

[LoginLeo]

Ahh thanks man :)
Well we kinda talked, and she said that she's ok with the fact that i may want to have something with the guys, she even said that i can go to anyone i want for sex, before she decides that she's ready for it..
So, actually, i think that i may stay with her for now, cuz i realized that i'm happy with her.. Most of the time :) And when i'm happy with her, i almost don't think about guys..
I may say that i'm bi, and just live with it.. It's awesome :)

PM me, i'd be glad to talk :) (Skype in the pm)