This is enough

[DreamSeeker]

Ugh, what to do. I'm so depressed right now from all of this.

To start school is just plain torture, I get jokes and torture about my hair EVERY SINGLE DAY. I can't do work without one comment or another, even in IT the other day they bothered to shut my computer off..

I can't do PE without being laughed it. It's a reason I don't like it, I participated and failed. Then I get laughed at, it stopped me from doing any other effect. I mean I tried my best, they know I'm bad at sports and still had to laugh.

And today, I post my *OWN* status on Facebook. Then get some lowlife 17 year old who I have no idea why I still have as a friend commenting what a lowlife I am when they could have much better stuff to do.

I mean what can I do, most of the time in the last few days I've felt near suicidal ... it's getting that bad and I'm just pissed off about it. Why do I have to suffer, they say School is supposed to be the best years of your life yet their the worst for me! If anything, the only time I'm ever happy is school holidays away from everyone -_-

[December]

For starters, some people are just mean. They are born mean or somehow get that way, but I like to imagine them in the future, sitting around mean and terrible, because eventually they will drive everyone away and be alone with their awfulness, because that's all they will ever be.

Anyways, people may say school is the best, but look at the number of people who hate it. The best years of your life can be any years you make them. And chances are the people who say school is he best are all those bullies who were on the top in high school but went on to have miserable lives spent reliving those "glory days". There's a whole bright future out there, if you are willing to try for it.

Also, I know this sounds cliche, but all those people who make fun of your hair or trash you on Facebook don't matter. If you like your hair or your status, who cares what they think? I know it's easier said than done to ignore that stuff but you have to try. There are people out there who care about you and what you have to say. So try and hang in there and make it through school, you'll be out of it soon enough. If you ever need to talk to anyone though, I'll be around.