i dont know what to think now

[nameless12]

hey vt, its been a really long time since i havent writen in here, a reaaaaaaaally long time.... srry for that:D
any ways i really really need help.
i dont know if im bi or just very curios, but iv had 3 crushes on some guy friends, the third is the most complicated and his the actual, i dont like him anymore since he found out that i liked him and he whas going to ignore me until the crush was over, so i got mad and sad and confused so i stoped liking him.... or atleast i think...:what::what:

since i liked him, every time i saw him with any other person i get really really jelous and i get sad or mad or simply worried, i dont know why and thats one of the questions i have.:confused:
even now when i dont like him anymore i STILL get SOOOO JELOUS!!!!! i just see him with his other friend smiling and just laughing so much and i get sad cuz i start to think that he dosent like me as much as before he knew that i liked him. to me he wasnt just my crush, he is my best friend almost like my brother, but every time i talk to him i see him more serious and as if he trys to talk to me but he dosent want to.:(

i dont want to get jelous anymore, everytime i get jelous i get sad and i dont talk much, but i dont know how to not get jelous.
every time i ask some of my friends (they know im bi and they know about the crush) some say that its because he is important to me and that i want to be with that person because he is important, and others say that its because i still like him, but honestly i dont know, i mean i just want to talk now and not go and be like a leeche with him, but if he ever sayd he likes me or he kisess me or anything like that id still like it alot.:rolleyes:
my emotions depend so much of him, if he talks to me awesome i get so damn happy, but when the next day he talks to me very very very little i get a little sad cuz he always talk with almost all of the people.


so i just want to know,
do you think i still like him?
why do i get so jelous?
and how can i not get jelous?
or what should i do?
please help guys, i dont know what to think or what to do, im so confused with this questions :(
sorry if this is too long, i just need to expres myself.

[Bryan B]

I passed by a similar experience some years ago; there was this guy which was my big crush, but it turned to be and obsession for him (and I think you are obsessed with this guy); You are letting this guy control your emotions (happy, mad, etc.). You said you didn't like him, but as your friends said you, "you still like him" I agree but you accept it, but not only you like him your obsessed with him.
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do you think i still like him?
Not only like him, obsessed with him.
why do i get so jelous?
Because you still like him, and he is important to you
and how can i not get jelous?
or what should i do?
This is the difficult part, if you still like him its normal to get jealous; so if you don't want to get jealous you should start forgetting about this guy.
In my opinion is that if he is not interested in you then you shouldn't feel more interested for him, look for someone who really cares about you, and never get obssesd, because it would control your emotions.