View Full Version : Everythings falling apart
XxMurderedKissesxX
June 10th, 2011, 07:21 PM
Lately everythings been falling apart, I moved to my brothers,started a new school& made new friends,then im put in the hospital. Then things go back to normal...kinda..and I meet someone,and now we've been dating six months but at the beginning of april I got kicked out. Now where cities apart and its killing us both. We were supposted to be moving down in august,now where not. It seems like everytime I get stable,the floor beneath me falls under and I land on my face. Im stressed to the maxx and idunno how much more I can possibly take. Now he wants me to move in with him,with no money,or he comes here. Ugh. I dont know what to do anymore. Death seems alot...easier.
1_21Guns
June 12th, 2011, 10:48 AM
Yeah, I'll grant you death would be easier, however death is also final, you never get a chance at living, never get to see anything finally sit in place. Sometimes the world will seem to cave in on us and the weight will seem like too much, but it isn't. Rough patches are only patches, they don't stick around forever. Sure it kills when you're happy and something rips it away, but that's when you have to start learning to live for the happy moments, as few and far between, is better than nothing at all :hug3:
disassociation2016
June 12th, 2011, 11:04 AM
You'll find your place soon enough Katt. Life isn't always going to be perfect or under control, but I'm sure you'll move along and find love again in your new home.
Donkey
June 12th, 2011, 11:08 AM
Death isn't easier - you've been dead for an eternity until you were born - and since nothing happened, it's not much easier, is it? You only get one shot at life - it's a privilege so marvelous, unique and spectacular that you'd be crazy not to appreciate it, for all of its lows and highs. Everything will settle down and one day you'll experience true bliss; there's a long ladder to true happiness - the longer you climb, the better the end will be, and the further away your past is when you look down.
Fiction
June 12th, 2011, 06:57 PM
I know exactly how you feel. How when something goes right, it feels like it just messes up and all goes wrong again. The thing is though eventually that won't happen, things will change, some things will work out and some things won't. That's life. Dying however, will mean you never have a chance to see the things that will work out. The things that could make you happy, and make it all worth it.
Put it this way, if you chose to live today you have the option to die tomorrow. If you chose to die today you have no option to live tomorrow. You have no option to come back and see if everything works out okay in the end, but if you live you still have the chance to just wait and see. It's too early to give up when you're only 16.
Charleigh
June 18th, 2011, 08:42 AM
If everything was falling apart, your body parts would be scattered on the floor.
Death is an easy option. But there is no fun in escaping without fighting. If you take your life, you dont get to fight off everything heading your way. Taking your life means that you cant piss the people off that you hate, and live with no regret or meaning. I used to want to take my life because it would be easier, but now that I have nothing its kind of like, I can do whatever the fuck I want because it aint hurting anybody. But there is nothing special about taking your life, apart from your not breathing.
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