is everything okay

[Charlotte93]

So i'm new hear and i'v been on a lot of the forums but i desided i needed to man up and shear. So well basicly idk what to say i'm pritty sure i'm depresed, you know i hear those stuped comershials that say depression herts you can hellp and it makes me laugh cause nobody can ever hellp. I'm stuck in a whole that i cant get out of. Somtimes at the dinner table i start to stare off into space just absentmindedly falling and somtimes my dad noticis and it scares me to know that if i tell somone things might chang which is weard cause i love change i gess just not that much. Anyway, theres just somany things that are wrong with me and everybody thinks "oh thats what all teens say" but there is somthing seriusly wrong with me. I cut i somtimes smoke, i somtimes take diet pilles even though im not fat and i fuckking am screwed up and it just keeps bringing me down even harder and i just can't stand the way everything just seems so damn lonaly. Nobody thinks that a girl like me whos usualy peppy and gets along with everybody and dosnt ever seem sad could be depresed but i am. You know when i was in school this year i stoped sitting with my friends to sit with people i barly knew and only one pirsion who was really my friend just so i could lie and say i'm all right so that nobody noticed when i was about to poor my eyes out. well gess thats just some of my story.

[MattVon]

I must admit, you've got some brushing up to do with your spelling and grammar but I'm not going to hate on you for that, it just looks weird reading your post based on how you've written it. Don't worry though it's not that important because I understood everyone word of what you said, and I believe I understand your depression slightly.

Personally based on your thread title to your post, I'd think something is wrong. I wouldn't say anything like "Oh you're messed up" because I think that's rather rude and ignorant to say. I'd say something like, "Maybe there's something in your life that depresses you whether you know about it or not?". Hm, you say you become absent minded, sometimes you may think too deeply into your life and it just depresses you? Who knows, I have moments where I just think constantly to a point where I think of something I know hurts me, and it depresses me.

I think what you need to do, is not worry so much and rather than wolly around do something that either entertains you or keeps you and/or your mind busy. So you don't think as much, and that you become occupied; only if it's something you like, you know?

Maybe then you'll just forget about it all and well, your emotions and attitude towards things may improve to a point where you may not feel as depressed.