how it started

[ReasonsForWeeping]

when i started cutting i was 10 my step dad was mad at me we were fighting over something that didn't even matter and i saw a piece of glass and just couldn't stop 3 years later i started burning myself to try something new a new way to feel pain now im 15 and i burn and cut myself to feel in control of my life now my mom and step dad are divorcing im staying with my step dad and im left at home all day with my 5 year old brother and my 4 year old sister that don't listen to me and they always say they hate me my mom stole our family car my mom abandon me and my little brother and sister they have no idea whats going on it takes alot more than giving birth to be a mother i guess

[ackmedsgirl666]

wow sounds like ur going throuhg a tough spot
sorry hunnie
but cutting and burning or any kind of harm is not the way to go about dealing with all the pressures and pains u feel

[ReasonsForWeeping]

its the only way out for me

[Charlotte93]

i resently started burnning too never known anyone else whos done it but im tryin to get out of the habbit. I know how hard it is and I was forced to grow up alot faster than i should have like you seem to be now just hang in there it's such a bad habbet and i know it sucks to try and quit but it'll be better for you I sware things get better

[ReasonsForWeeping]

i really want to i dont like it when i get close to someone and they see the scars and they never talk to me again