I'm just like, I don't even know

[MadManWithaBox]

Am I just rotten? Is that all this is? Have I deserved all this. I'm 18 years and 4 months old. Nothing has ever gone right. Its just been disaster after disaster. Must be a reason.

[Magus]

Man, this is where a post comes to console you and try to make you bit relaxed and out of depression. But let me tell you this, every one's life is somewhat a disaster. Mine is becoming shittier every single day. It's like I should just lay down in bed, because nothing will change this miserable life.

There is an Arabic saying "The wind comes when the ships don't want it to" or something like that.

Moral is, every life is kind of shit and miserable. I know this didn't make it any better. I myself is disturbed. I don't know when it will stop.

[Grayeyes]

It will get better one moment in your life.
I don't think your whole life was that bad... There must have been some good times in there.
Life is just really a bitch, all we can do is to go with it. Everyday is an experience as well as a lesson. Just take it easy and flow through it.
You'll be alright :)

[Syvelocin]

I've felt like that a lot in the past. I've wondered why I get one thing after another happening to me, and there are some people who have barely any struggles in their lives.

It's just the cards you were dealt. Fate likes to play games with us sometimes. I guess it just would get bored if it made everyone's lives easy. I like to think that everything happens for a reason though, while that's not really the case. But it wouldn't have happened otherwise, would it? Maybe your mission here requires strength, and you're being tested. Maybe it's just to build character in yourself. Remember the French proverb I told you a bit ago? "À quelque chose malheur est bon." There's always something, no matter how minuscule it is, good that comes from the bad things that happen to us. I promise you that. Whether it teaches you something, or gives you something you didn't have before. Whether you realize it or not. Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

[MadManWithaBox]

I wouldn't want it boring. I guess. But there is such a thing as too much excitement. I just want some luck. Something good to happen.

[Syvelocin]

Mmm, yes. Honestly, I'd take all this to having an uneventful life. And I'm a much better, stronger person than I'd be if I had an uneventful life. I also appreciate the calms more because of how hectic it's been. Good and evil, dark and light, happiness and sadness. None of that can exist without the other. Something good will happen to you sometime. I know it. It just might take a while.

Now I'm going to make a video game reference. Final Fantasy. So, in the tenth one, it is Sin, right? And a summoner must defeat Sin to bring the Calm, even though Sin won't technically be defeated and will come again. But it's worth it to finally have a time where they can sleep soundly without worrying. Without deaths and destruction. The point of this reference is to tell you that there's always a calm that follows the storm. The storm's length might vary, and it might just come back later, but that calm will come, you just have to wait and see. It might just be a break, or you'll get lucky and have something amazing happen to you. But either, I'm sure, you'd welcome. A calm alone is enough.

[MadManWithaBox]

That's a good reference :p