shadman
June 7th, 2011, 10:11 AM
Ok, well I’m Bi-Cur. Right now, I don’t know if I’m totally Bi until I try stuff with the samez sex. I’m not interested in any of my friends(which most of all my guy friends are bi, or they say they are). Now that I think about it I meet a few guys I found attractive. 1 is a guy I barely know, and 2 the other guy was at this thing I was at, but I was drunk and went manly for a girl.
They are both bi, but they are public about it. I want to keep it quit about it, well until I move to California fully. I was hoping to met a guy while I was there and well maybe see if I am Bi-Sexual. I don’t know, I just got my luck with girls back so Idk if I met a girl instead, but both are very unlikely. I still like girls, but I’ve always got hard to some gay stuff on movies/TV. For an example, they made a joke about a gay cruse. The showed to men doing it in bed. I got so erected when seen it, but yeah I really like girls still.
The reason I’m keeping it on the down low(which is if I do met a guy, he’ll have to be quit to ppl I know, manly my ex-step dad if in Cali). Not that I’m ashamed or I think my friends and family wont excepted me, just that I don’t think they deserve to know. My friend who lives with me(btw before I go on, my family already don’t like my friend as a person cuz he steals and shit) is Bi and my family thought that was weird, and when my mom told my uncle, he looked at me and said “Your, not are you?” with a weird look.
I said no because I thought then there why would I let them excepted me for my sexuality(I know they would though with open arms) if they couldn’t except my friends. + I don’t want my friends to think were doing it cuz now I can’t stand him, he’s real EW looking, and very poor hinging(idk if spelled right). My mom does and so did my ex-step dad, but my moms a loud mouth and my step dad is a little homophobic.
And as for my friends, there’s so many people saying their Bi to be “cool and different” so I’m good with being quit about my curiosity. That and the not being that attractive and/or trustworthy or any guy around me.
So what do you think?:confused:
They are both bi, but they are public about it. I want to keep it quit about it, well until I move to California fully. I was hoping to met a guy while I was there and well maybe see if I am Bi-Sexual. I don’t know, I just got my luck with girls back so Idk if I met a girl instead, but both are very unlikely. I still like girls, but I’ve always got hard to some gay stuff on movies/TV. For an example, they made a joke about a gay cruse. The showed to men doing it in bed. I got so erected when seen it, but yeah I really like girls still.
The reason I’m keeping it on the down low(which is if I do met a guy, he’ll have to be quit to ppl I know, manly my ex-step dad if in Cali). Not that I’m ashamed or I think my friends and family wont excepted me, just that I don’t think they deserve to know. My friend who lives with me(btw before I go on, my family already don’t like my friend as a person cuz he steals and shit) is Bi and my family thought that was weird, and when my mom told my uncle, he looked at me and said “Your, not are you?” with a weird look.
I said no because I thought then there why would I let them excepted me for my sexuality(I know they would though with open arms) if they couldn’t except my friends. + I don’t want my friends to think were doing it cuz now I can’t stand him, he’s real EW looking, and very poor hinging(idk if spelled right). My mom does and so did my ex-step dad, but my moms a loud mouth and my step dad is a little homophobic.
And as for my friends, there’s so many people saying their Bi to be “cool and different” so I’m good with being quit about my curiosity. That and the not being that attractive and/or trustworthy or any guy around me.
So what do you think?:confused: