The Last Straw..

[sarah newman]

Everyday I Go To School With A Smile On My Face. No One Knows My Past. No One Knows Me.
I Can't Keep On Going On Like This.
Maybe I Should Give Up Altogether? Cutting Is The Only Thing That Makes Me Happy.. And I Really Can't Do This...
Sorry If This Is A Waste Of A Thread, I Just Had To Do Something To Make Myself Heard.. For Once...

[whereismymind]

Well suppressing emotions isn't going to do you any good I do warn you people will ask questions about you. You don't have to act all happy if you don't want to but maybe don't act too upset either otherwise people will worry badly and be curios about the sudden change in the way you act. This isn't a waste of a thread, message me if you ever need to.

[sarah newman]

Thanks(:
I meant that I have to fake a smile everyday but I hate it :/ every evening it feels like another day wasted and I'm not Gunna act all sad because people will ask questions or think on attention seeking, I just hate feeling like this :/

[Love.Hate]

Its not a waste of a thread Sarah. Keeping all these emotions inside is hard and it will take its toll. I know the whole "put a smile on your face" thing. At one point i was voted the smiliest/happiest person in the year 0.o

But you cant pretend forever, you need to get how your feeling out.. tell someone.

[sarah newman]

I tried but no one understands

[Ambrosia]

Someones going to understand. You have to tell the right people, and undoubtedly your friends won't understand very well. If you find yourself feeling suicidal, if it's so bad, were always here to talk, and maybe you can get your parents to listen.

There will never be a point in life when there is absolutely no one who will understand you. Never think that.

[sarah newman]

Okay, well my teacher found out yesterday so...
It wasn't all bad, we talked.. Actually it was good Because she didn't phone home so it's good!