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thesphinx
January 30th, 2007, 01:43 AM
hi lately ive been feeling better, but its weird ok this is gonna sound weird but i feel like im making up my whole life and that the world doesn't exist like its all just in my mind or something...
and it feels like the only way to get out is to kill myself, i wouldn't even be killing myself cause of the depression just cause i feel like the world doesn't exist its a weird feeling..... is this part if clinical depression???? or am i nuts..
like its funny cause im feeling relatively happy(compared to a month ago) but i want to die cause i know the world doesn't exist so whats the point?
uhhhhhh omg im crazy.........
Sapphire
January 30th, 2007, 05:05 AM
It is possible to be suicidal without being depressed and it is possible to be depressed but not suicidal. You are not going nuts. The sense that everything is surreal or pointless is not abnormal. You still need help though. Is there anyone who has been helping you? Their support will still be valuable.
thesphinx
January 31st, 2007, 12:33 PM
yeah but how do i fix this????
TheWizard
February 2nd, 2007, 04:23 PM
From your other posts I think you should go see your doctor and try some different meds. There is no reason why you have to be depressed when the cure is a pill (the right pill that is) away.
thesphinx
February 5th, 2007, 12:12 AM
well i just need to get that right pill because ive tried effexor xr 37.5mg that helped so we bumped it up to 76mg of effexor and it made me really suicidal so they pulled me off cold turkey(which sucked cause of withdrawls) and now im on prozac 50mg and lithium 600mg and w're gonna try some new ones soon..
PLEASE WISH ME LUCK i truely need it :(
TheWizard
February 5th, 2007, 05:16 PM
Good luck :)
Φρανκομβριτ
February 6th, 2007, 08:23 AM
I'm on sertraline 400mg and it works well for me. I know exactly what you're sasying, sometimes I go into that place. Just try and keep your mind off it, and talk to a psychaitrist about it. Good luck!
Sapphire
February 6th, 2007, 11:17 AM
Definitely go and talk with your doc about it. Good Luck!

I'm sorry, but pills are not the cure. They cure the symptoms, but not the cause. They do help most people and I am in no way saying that we should all stop meds. But they are not "The Cure"