dont know what to call this

[BrokenXPaperXDolls]

Do you know the feeling of when someone you like and in my case my ex, says something thats breaks your heart and steps all over it and you have to just smile and laugh it off and act ok and that its all good yet inside your crying and have a sudden feeling of braking down inside and yet you cant do anything.:(

it just hurts so much and you act fine and that your not upset or braking yet you are and your in so much pain. Sometimes love is so painfull and i cant do it anymore. i dont know how people do it but i cant. :(

[Hope4u]

my friend told me some advice (not sure where she got it)..every morning wake up...remind yourself to take some nice deep breaths and go on...you know you're doing better when you don't have to remind yourself to breathe.

[BrokenXPaperXDolls]

Thanks for the advice:)