me

[ackmedsgirl666]

when i look into the mirror i see eyes of hate staring back.
i want it all to go away.
i hate that i can't accept myself or others around me.
i am a fool for being this way.
i am cruel for letting people run my life.
i see eyes of hate staring me down screaming.
and i can't take it anymore
i just wanna be me. the way i was born. the way i am meant to be
i want my family to love me, and accept me for being gay
as lady gaga says " i was born this way"
i sometimes wanna just run and hide, turn away from my fears
but i am me. this monster staring back through the hour glass of time
i am me. somebody i don't want to be
i am me.....
my life is like a constant battle fighting for my life
i have my friends to support me....but they all seem to hate me
because i am me....

I WANT TO BE FREE FROM BEING ME AND BE SOMETHING THAT I WAS MEANT TO BE......

just a rant i wanted to share. feel free to comment