sarah newman
May 31st, 2011, 02:11 AM
Heyy, I Think This Is Under The Right Catatory, Because Im Gonna Talk A Bit About Everything, So If You Think It's Not Then Feel Free To Move It :)
I Am Gonna First Talk About my Background, Then I'm Gunna Say Why Im Posting This :)
So Basically, First Off, When I Was 13 I Had An Eating Problem, I Wouldn't Eat Anything, And Then I Binge Ate A Lot- I Still Do! - Don't Remove This Just By Reading This Part Because Im Coming Onto The Next Section, I'm Doing My Background In Order.
Then I Stopped Not Eating, And During When I Ate A Lot, I Started To Self Harm. Badly. All Over My Arms, Legs, Hips And Stomach. It Was So Bad That My Teacher Found Out And Tried To Get Me Help Through The School But I Turned It Down. My Parents Found Out And Got Me Counselling, And I Also Turned Them Down. I Quit Eventually. However, I Will Always Know That Self Harm Will Be Part Of My Life, I Know That it Can Make A Difference, A Bad Difference I Know, But Some Sort Of Difference.
After This, I Joined A Social Internet Site, And I Didn't Know That Most Of These People Wanted To Talk Dirty, But I Was Confused At The Time So I Stupidly Did What Three Guys Asked sand Exposed Myself. One Of Them Filmed Me And Threatened That He Will show People And Clamed He Knew Me.
So I Had To Tell My Mum Who Told My Dad. My Brother Found Out From This Boy Who Went To My School. We Had To Get The Police Involved.
Around That Time, I Suffered From Depression And Anxiety, I Stayed In My Room A Lot And My Parents Got Worried. Now Im A Bit Better, And Go Downstairs More.
But Then, I Had A Boyfriend, I Was 14 And He Was 19 Nearly 20 And We Met Up And He Took Me Down An Alley And Sexually Abused Me. I Was Shaking All Over. Then I Found Out He Was Spreading that I Forced Him. I Finally Got Proof To Show My Mates That He Was The Dickhead, I Showed Them Texts, Both From Him And The Ones Sent From Me. He Then Got His Brother Onto Me, My Age! So I Gave Up And We All Moved House.
Then All I Could Think About Was Him And Self Harm. So I Confided In A Friend And She Made Ot So Much Better For Me.
So The Reason I Am Posting This Is To Say That I Have Finally Got Over What Happened, And Those Of You Who Are Suffering In Silence, You No Longer Need To. Because You Have Your Friends, And Im Always Here. All You Need To Do Is Message Me At Any Time And I Will Reply. Yes, I Do Have My Down Days, But On Very Rare Occasions. Just Remember, You Are Never Alone. You Can Message Me About ANYTHING, About Abuse, Self Harm, Depression, Or Even If You Just Want Company. Message Me About Anything At All, And I Will Try My Best To Help You. :) Xx
I Am Gonna First Talk About my Background, Then I'm Gunna Say Why Im Posting This :)
So Basically, First Off, When I Was 13 I Had An Eating Problem, I Wouldn't Eat Anything, And Then I Binge Ate A Lot- I Still Do! - Don't Remove This Just By Reading This Part Because Im Coming Onto The Next Section, I'm Doing My Background In Order.
Then I Stopped Not Eating, And During When I Ate A Lot, I Started To Self Harm. Badly. All Over My Arms, Legs, Hips And Stomach. It Was So Bad That My Teacher Found Out And Tried To Get Me Help Through The School But I Turned It Down. My Parents Found Out And Got Me Counselling, And I Also Turned Them Down. I Quit Eventually. However, I Will Always Know That Self Harm Will Be Part Of My Life, I Know That it Can Make A Difference, A Bad Difference I Know, But Some Sort Of Difference.
After This, I Joined A Social Internet Site, And I Didn't Know That Most Of These People Wanted To Talk Dirty, But I Was Confused At The Time So I Stupidly Did What Three Guys Asked sand Exposed Myself. One Of Them Filmed Me And Threatened That He Will show People And Clamed He Knew Me.
So I Had To Tell My Mum Who Told My Dad. My Brother Found Out From This Boy Who Went To My School. We Had To Get The Police Involved.
Around That Time, I Suffered From Depression And Anxiety, I Stayed In My Room A Lot And My Parents Got Worried. Now Im A Bit Better, And Go Downstairs More.
But Then, I Had A Boyfriend, I Was 14 And He Was 19 Nearly 20 And We Met Up And He Took Me Down An Alley And Sexually Abused Me. I Was Shaking All Over. Then I Found Out He Was Spreading that I Forced Him. I Finally Got Proof To Show My Mates That He Was The Dickhead, I Showed Them Texts, Both From Him And The Ones Sent From Me. He Then Got His Brother Onto Me, My Age! So I Gave Up And We All Moved House.
Then All I Could Think About Was Him And Self Harm. So I Confided In A Friend And She Made Ot So Much Better For Me.
So The Reason I Am Posting This Is To Say That I Have Finally Got Over What Happened, And Those Of You Who Are Suffering In Silence, You No Longer Need To. Because You Have Your Friends, And Im Always Here. All You Need To Do Is Message Me At Any Time And I Will Reply. Yes, I Do Have My Down Days, But On Very Rare Occasions. Just Remember, You Are Never Alone. You Can Message Me About ANYTHING, About Abuse, Self Harm, Depression, Or Even If You Just Want Company. Message Me About Anything At All, And I Will Try My Best To Help You. :) Xx