I can't betray her

[short.dark.handsome]

I'm in a dilemma here guys. + first time posting so help me out a bit:P

I'm 15 in a serious relationship for the past 3 years with the girl of my dreams and we have a really (really really really) good sexual realtionship thing going on for ages now as well.

The problem i have is that i keep thinking of men, i watch gay porn(which is already bad enough), i think of them, i look at them, i've even thought of doing stuff but i can't hurt her and i really wanna stay with her its so confusing

help?

[anonymous53]

Talk to her about your feelings. See if she'd be open to some experimentation of the same sex.
Also if you want that, make sure you'd be ready for her to experiment with others as well.

[short.dark.handsome]

I KNOW she'd never agree to that though, and i don't even wnat to suggest it. I don't want to see her getting serviced by someone else!
But I really wanna do stuff with a guy and have a great big cock and everything.

Why can't it just be simple :(

[anonymous53]

Well, either talk to her about it, cheat on her or break it off. You're not being fair to either of you.

By the way. The second option IS NOT THE OPTION YOU SHOULD TAKE.

[short.dark.handsome]

Thats the worst thing, i don't think i could ever break up with her, i wouldn't survive it. And the last thing i want to do is hurt her.
How long is it possible for someone to ignore feelings like that?

[Mewp]

It depends on the person, honestly. But frankly, if you're messing around - a) tell her and b) if she's still with you at that point, be prepared to return the favour.

And wait. A serious relationship since you were 12? (I think my math is right >_<)

[short.dark.handsome]

Yes we were really young, and as tragic as it sounds we are like one of those movie couples who are just made to be and expected to be together