"Friends"

[LifeisLife]

So, I have a problem with my "close friends" at school. I have fights with them every day and try so hard for us not to and even when I just ask to borrow a pen they dont trust me enough to and that really hurts me. They act like I dont know what I'm doing at all and like they cant ever trust me. That's because of how I used to act around FOOD because I had and still do a little sometimes an eating disorder and stole food from their lunch bags/boxes sometimes.... Anyways now they dont trust me around anything anymore and always get into fights with me and never give me anything anymore. They wont even hug me anymore unless I force them to hug me.

Any tips?