Experimenting with guys (for guys)

[trezex]

I am 14 and I have a huge boy-crush on this kid at school. He isn't all that hot, but I have a real attraction to him. I don't know if I'm gay but I know I'm straight. (Probably bi) Anyways, I'm not that close with him, but we talk. If I was ever going to do anything with him, it would end up being totally awkward because he is going out with my good friend. (He is straight) I kind of think he experiments with his best friend because he says that his best friend watched porn with him... My question is this: How could I ask him, or even find out if he wants to? And... (I'm super close with my mom and so she knows about the whole gay, bi, straight thing) Could I ask for her permission? (I have really bad anxiety and I would regret not telling her at all). WHAT DO I DO??? Help me!!! :confused: :wub:

[RoseyCadaver]

Umm i wouldn't ask your mom if you could jerk off or watch porn with him that be a tad bit awkward for me :D.I say you're bi, that just me .I think you're bi because it seems you have a emotional attraction,which I think usually makes up someone's sexuality.I would try getting close to him as a friend before I did anything.You don't wanna just invite him over and say " HEY LETS WATCH PORN TOGETHER!".Lol but maybe you could invite him over a mention it ,maybe he'll wanna watch it with you.I just think you should get close to him as a friend ,then ask him that kinda stuff.But if he ask you first well hey :P.I wouldn't ask your mom for permission to do that though if you could that stuff,that is just me.

[MustangRacer35]

Try to become a better friend with him and then possibly try bringing it up. I wouldn't tell your mom because that could be a little awkward. I know you said you are close to her but still it might be weird.

[Contra]

EDIT: Just remembered asking this stuff isn't allowed... :/