Grapefruitt
May 26th, 2011, 03:13 PM
Hi guys!
I've been cutting for 3 years now.
And i've had a break for like a ½ year but started again for a while ago.
I decided to try to stop for about 3 weeks ago, and i havent cutted since.
But today has been such a bad day, i couldnt go to work. And i hate to see how dissapointed my parents get. I feel so guilty even tho i really wanted to..
Another thing is that i've had a depression since i was 14 years old (Im 16, almost 17 now)
And im almost about to break the promise i did to myself for 3 weeks ago.
Im not sure i dont break it today, but this video really helped me a lot
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gobdU5Pycvg
So i just wanted to show it to you guys, you may know it.
I know theres a lot out there, that feel like me. This song means a lot to me, even tho it maybe wont help totally for me to not cut, it helped a little. It made me feel stronger, that i am worth something.
:)
I've been cutting for 3 years now.
And i've had a break for like a ½ year but started again for a while ago.
I decided to try to stop for about 3 weeks ago, and i havent cutted since.
But today has been such a bad day, i couldnt go to work. And i hate to see how dissapointed my parents get. I feel so guilty even tho i really wanted to..
Another thing is that i've had a depression since i was 14 years old (Im 16, almost 17 now)
And im almost about to break the promise i did to myself for 3 weeks ago.
Im not sure i dont break it today, but this video really helped me a lot
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gobdU5Pycvg
So i just wanted to show it to you guys, you may know it.
I know theres a lot out there, that feel like me. This song means a lot to me, even tho it maybe wont help totally for me to not cut, it helped a little. It made me feel stronger, that i am worth something.
:)