Love.Hate
May 26th, 2011, 12:51 PM
So i found this, i wrote it a while ago.. But i thought i should post it to prove to myself how much i have changed, for the good.
Forever alone..
If I could get over it I would, but the thoughts will always be there.
My brain is will long for something better.
“Till death do us part” Why can I not part already?
It all seems such a blur, but they never left me, I still feel this way.
I know the white pills are calling me and I don’t know which way to turn.
They will love me.
Nothing wrong, nothing scared, just sleep. Deep sleep forever to end all this. Forever at peace, forever alone.
Forever alone..
If I could get over it I would, but the thoughts will always be there.
My brain is will long for something better.
“Till death do us part” Why can I not part already?
It all seems such a blur, but they never left me, I still feel this way.
I know the white pills are calling me and I don’t know which way to turn.
They will love me.
Nothing wrong, nothing scared, just sleep. Deep sleep forever to end all this. Forever at peace, forever alone.