no one loves me

[green]

no one loves me...Everthing i do is a dissapointment to my mum, I'm failing math, I barely have any friends. My mum keeps going on these rants whenever I fuck up about how I'm a fucking loser who is never gonna amount to anything and why cant i be more like my straight a cousins. I dont think she knows how much it hurts. Why cant i please her? I'm ugly, fat and unfit. Im guessing that if she knew I wanted to become a musician or artist she would freak out and tell me how thats a loser's job. I just want to make people happy and give them an escape, even for just a minute, through a song or painting. I just dont get why shes not proud of me

[bambino]

its hard to please our parents, they have the image of a 'perfect' child and sometimes if we don't fit into their ideal they can be angry and hurtful. BUT i am sure your Mum does love you regardless.
try explaining to your Mum that you're unhappy, and your dream job would be something creative like a musician or an artist and that she should want you to be happy and support you in your ambitions even if she disagrees with it.

[Magus]

Im guessing that if she knew I wanted to become a musician or artist she would freak out and tell me how thats a loser's job. I just want to make people happy and give them an escape, even for just a minute, through a song or painting. I just dont get why shes not proud of meDude, I just got a notice that I have failed - in three subjects, one of them is Maths, I got 4 out of 100 in maths. I failed my last year in school. Don't let that make you down. Even my classmates, how I supported this whole year, non of them gave a fuck about me, not even saying what happened. But you know, fuck that, who needs inconsiderate people like them.

But you know, I didn't mind. These things happens. I too want to be an artist of some kind, but our parents expect to us to do some job were we get a good income.

I occasionally draw, may be, who knows, I will improve in some skill. Drawing is a skill I'd set a side. Now, I have to focus in my studies a bit too. You want to do that, too, for now. Not because you want to make your mother happy, but to prove to her you are worthy despite if you are bad in studies or not.

Also, don't think no one loves you, your mother does. I have quitted friends, classmate -- but I don't be as bold as to say that nobody loves me. Leave that idea out - if they don't love you, doesn't mean you are unneeded or hated.

My father didn't mind my failure, he accepted it smoothly. And he expects me to do better this time around. And, I hope you do the same, man.

[Nancy Boy]

hmm. i get treated the same way.
dont let the bitch bother you. its your life. what you make of it is your decision and no one elses.
~

[Extreme586]

First of all it sounds like you are basing a judgment of yourself off of what you think your mother thinks. I understand it can be hard when they think that of you because our parents are supposed to be people we can look up too but I also understand that isn't always the case. Try thinking of something YOU like about yourself to cheer you up. Everyone has something that is special and meaningful about them self, even though sometimes it doesn't feel like it. As for school, maybe try hard to get better grades to prove to her that you can be successful at something. Being a musician or artist is a great goal to have and I think you should keep that dream alive, even if others put it down if its what you want to do, then you should try to take steps to aspire to that. Just remember people do love you and care about you, you just have to find them!