I just can't take it.

[RoseyCadaver]

I'm about to resort to hurting my self but my mom is just,I can't take it.I'm really upset,she thinks i hate her because I have different views on religion.I can't wait til I come out to her T-T I'm crying and can't seem to stop.She thinks I'm the most disrespectful child she's ever had*four kids*.I try my best to please her,it doesn't seem to suffice due to that fact I don't agree with her on everything and that I treat her the way she treats me.I told her it's only fair if i treat her the way she treats me,I do that to show how she treats me.She also SOMETIMES just acts like I'm some disrespctful child and tells everyone I may help but I'm a little firecracker because I'm emotional.I can't handle it.She gives me anxiety sometimes and I start breathing heavy and she tells me to stop acting crazy,but I can't help it.She thinks that I try to disagree with on her with EVERYTHING.I think that a God would send someone to hell for not believing in him and she calls me a little heathen.She says I hope you have a child just as bad as you.I said why would you wish that on me if I'm so bad,she said so you see how bad i treat her.I'm her only fucking kid who helps her clean house and cook.Me and my mom get along most the time,but sometimes she is just such a jerk.She says it's all the computer's fault because it's telling me too much bullshit so i asked then whats the TV doing for you.She said she thinks I hate her and that I can be so mean,which just makes me feel worst.Sigh.

[Drew7]

what is T-T?

[RoseyCadaver]

a crying smiley face

[Love.Hate]

Hurting yourself isnt going to do anything but make your situation worse, your entitled to your own opinion, remember that. Reasurre her that you dont hate her, she is probably just upset and over-reacting that you dont share her veiws.

Its horrible to wish you to have bad children, but dont let it build on top of you. Tell her straight, tell her you dont like being spoken to like that, its knocking your confidence and its making you anxious. Tell her it not fair to treat people like this because she wouldnt like you to treat her like this.

Im sure your not a bad person, so dont believe what she is saying.

Stay strong, and dont do anything irrational.

[RoseyCadaver]

thank you for advice.it helped a lot

[Fiction]

As Fran said, hurting yourself will not improve the situation at all. Self harm is easy to become addicted to, and once you're addicted you can't stop and your parents will probably find out eventually. When your mum does find out, it may drive you two apart even further. Not only that but although self harm bay improve your mood for a few seconds, it'll make it worse in the long run. You won't be able to wear short sleeves, and you'll be in constant fear of someone seeing your cuts.

Maybe you should sit down and try and talk calmly to your mum? I understand that that doesn't work in all situations but you're more likely to get through to her talking calmly than in an arguement.