feeling like crap always

[brystum]

so i am kind of new on here, but I go day by day hoping that one person will end up liking me. Not lately but i use to cut a lot, and i dont want to go back that direction. I love this girl, but she doesnt want my time of day any more. No one can stand me anymore, they think i am slut because of rumors. Its so hard to have a good day for me now, with out me having cutting on my mind. i took anti-depresents but it made me a lot worse. what do i do? :confused:

[Joshh97]

Well your not alone. I know how you feel. :/ I always have no emotions either.

[Indecision]

Eh, it's horrible. There's a guy I like, and he's trying to 'be nice' to me to hide he's falling in love with another girl I know - I think, which is killing me even more as I already know.
There's been rumors going round school that I tried to kill myself. Infact it came down to 'I had the pills in my mouth and I chewed them instead of swallowed them so it didn't work.' I don't want to die! :s. But yeh, as Josh said, you're not alone. Come talk to us on VT like, whenever ;3.

[slappy]

Get out and do things. Make new friends, you will find someone who will except you for who you are. I know how that feels, I have gone through the same stuff.

[Nancy Boy]

maybe you should prove to her that you love her. that may just work. (:
..hmu sometime if you need someone to talk to, (or anyone else for that matter)

[TAC1]

Hello there..
I say get out there and start doing things to keep your mind occupied. This really helps get your mind off the girl and will allow you to meet new people and make new friends- which is what you want to do!
And secondly, don't listen to what others say or think of you unless its something positive. I know words can hurt more than actions, but ignoring them is the best way to go. Don't associate yourself with them, and even when they begin to bother you, don't take them on. In other words: BE YOU!