rant

[BrokenXPaperXDolls]

i cant do this, i want it all gone i cant cut it any anymore and it taunting me telling me that im a worthless fat bitch. they were right, why cant i stop eating i want all of the food out of my body. they have already taken my sharp stuff are they punishing me for being such a disapointment. all this fat is disgusting and i want to be sick, i just want it gone. they think drugging me up on pills will make me happy and normal like they want. i try i realy do but i cant stop,i want to be skinny an thin and have all of the fat gone. i dont mean to make such a mess of things and be suck a disapiontment but i guess thats just wat i am and know im acting like some whiny bitch. im so sorry for wasting your time by this post.

[Hershey's Kisses]

I understand . They always put me ln pills thinking , "maybe I'll be happy like the other girls ". And your not a whiny b**** for feeling like that . It's not easy to be one a healthy weight , but please don't quit and stop comparing yourself to skinny girls . I do the same thing and t gets me nowhere .

[Blujay]

I know it may feel like that, but giving you medicine won't change who you are. It's only going to help you calm down and see more clearly. Why not try them, at least for a little while...?
You /can/ be skinny and thin, but you don't have to get there through means of starving yourself. Eat healthy, sleep plenty and exercise regularly.
You're so much better than whatever number is on the scale ):
And venting does not make you a whiny bitch. Remember that we're all here for you.
VM me if you want to talk~