i like a boy but i think im messing up help please

[raven14]

my name is raven im 13 and in the 7th grade i like this kid named david but i think im screwing it up. i went to sit by him at lunch and i layed my head in his lap but when he started to put his hand on my head i got up and yelled at him for trying to make a move (reason: i got scared). in our 4th period class me and david sit next to each other so i scooted really close to him and i was rubing my shoulder and arm up and down on his (trying to be a little sexy) and laid my head on his shoulder and everybody was watching us the guys were wistling and laughing the girls were snickering and takeing thier phones out to take a picture. and when he reached with his other arm to touch me i scooted away really fast and wispered " don`t you ever do that again" (reason: got scared). on the buss he went to try to sit by me and i said "what do you think your doing" but when he went to sit in the seat behind me i said "im so so sorry please sit next to me please". when we reached my house (mine is on the way to his ) ( we go to same buss stop) i puckered my lips put my hands on his shoulders and started to lean in. when i saw that he did the same (except for he put his hands on my hips) i shoved him and said "what you think im gonna kiss you" and i shoved him he got shoved into the street then walked off towards his house. did i screw up and how bad? how can i fix it? i really like him like when i see him my heart stops. does he like me? is what im doing a turn off? if so then what should i do? please help
p.s. sorry for long story

[Amnesiac]

Obviously, the solution is to stop making petty advances on him. Honestly, I think this is pathetic.

I know that sounds mean, but I'm only being truthful.

[ackmedsgirl666]

ur moving wayyyy to fast girl
slowwww down man
just be friends nothing more unless he wants it
don't be making advances like that yo... leads to unwanted problems and u don't wanna screw stuff up

[MysticalBurrito]

Stop making advances if your going to blame it on him. How would YOU feel if he made advances and got mad at you for it? If I was a guy I'd think you're a jerk. Just saying. :/

[raven14]

i know im pathetic. we have been friends for years. the thing is he likes me. ok here is what really happened. at lunch i sat down but his cousin jenna came up and shoved me i grabed the side of the table to slow my fall but it looked like i was laying in his lap. in our 4th period i kid was trying to stab me with a pencil so i scooted up next to him and the kid was trying to stab me low then high (which was why i was moving up and down i was kicking at the kid who was trying to stab me and i was wareing a skirt so it looked like i was trying to be davids slut. the girls were laughing and the guys tried to take pics cause it just so happened that when i was kicking my shirt moved a tiny bit so you could see part of my braw (which added to the whole slut picture. and i put my head on davids shoulder not by choice but by fainting because i hadnt had sleep in like 4 or 5 days. so i just collasped from tiredness. and when he was reaching for me he was going to pick me up and carry me to our school nurse and to our science teacher cause he thought i was hurt because my breath rapidly slowed from when i was kicking to a relax rate. but i woke up and he startled me. on the bus i asked what did he think he was doing because just 2 minutes ago a guy comes up to me from our class and says " hi how much do you charge a hour or does david get it free you slut" and then i said sorry to david. the noises people heard from the seat we were in was me crying on his shoulder and him helping me. at my house he was hugging me good bye when we both got ready to kiss but then my dog got outside and ran towards me and hit me in the back before i kissed david and it made me kinda push david into the street. so yeah. sorry for my earlier lie but i was scared that you would agree with the kids in my class and think i was a slut if i told you the truth. im sorry i know i have nothing to fear on here but still. last year at my school a 6th grader got pregnat so every guy today was asking me "hey when are you do. how does it feel to be a hore mom. i hope its a boy so then on your kids 12 or 16 birthday you dont have to take it anywhere to get a stripper or a hore it can just use its mom." thanks for listening i feel alot better. p.s. sorry for my really long responce. p.s.s. sorry for my bad spelling

[anonymous53]

Alright, first. Stop making moves on him if you don't want him to reciprocate. You're probably confusing him a lot. yes, confusing a guy and giving him mixed signals can and will screw things up.
Relax, take it slow.

Note: I tried reading your second post, but it seems like you're just coming up with excuses for your actions when your first post was what you really did.

[DerBear]

Alright, first. Stop making moves on him if you don't want him to reciprocate. You're probably confusing him a lot. yes, confusing a guy and giving him mixed signals can and will screw things up.
Relax, take it slow.

Note: I tried reading your second post, but it seems like you're just coming up with excuses for your actions when your first post was what you really did.

could not of said it better myself

[Hairy14uk]

Justin was incredibly blunt, but I'd say he's right. You're moving far too fast and he's trying to keep up, then you throw it back in his face. I'm not surprised that you're confused, think about how he feels.

If you know that he likes you and you definitely like him, work up the courage to talk to him. Preferably away from other people so you don't need to act like an idiot and talk to him about what you did and why and just see what he has to say. Anything further than that and it should be obvious.

[Perseus]

He's not going to take interest in you if you keep being obnoxious to him. And you're in seventh grade. Chill the fuck out.