Don't know.

[RAWWR]

I'm sorry. I don't really know what I want from this, I didn't know where to post this. but here seemed most appropriate so...here goes.
I'm falling apart again. I don't even know...I was feeling better. Everything was working out..but now. I don't know, I just hurt. I hurt like I did before the self harm. I just got out of it, I don't want to start again. But I don't know how to deal with all these feelings. I hate it.
I'm sorry, I know that was a load of rambling. Nobody probably even read this. Just needed to write it down. Sorry for wasting your time if you did bother with it.

[anonymous53]

Well, I read it. PM me if you ever want to talk Rawr.

[JunkBondTrader]

You're not wasting anybody's time, Charlie. :)

If this passed before, it will pass again! Don't fall back into the cycle. Think of all you've gained by not self-harming and all you'd be throwing away by starting again. Tough times come and go and that's why we soldier through them. You've beaten this before, what's changed since then?

Best of luck, man.

[FullyAlive]

You can beat this feeling! You did it once, you can do it again. It's natural to have low moments. But you can't let it pull you back into self harm and depression. You have to fight it and get back to living your life. You did it once you know how hard it was don't fall back and have to do it again.
Here if you ever need me! :hug: