HOW?!

[Magenta]

For the past three days, I have not eaten over 1000 calories, I've walked as much as I can (since my foot is still injured and cannot run), starved as much as possible even at times when all I wanted to do was eat something and I GAINED weight?! How?! How is that even possible?

I'm so angry. I'm getting fatter. All I'm capable of is getting fatter. And so now what am I doing? Binging. If I'm just going to be fat, why can't I eat? Except I know that tomorrow I'm going to have to start starving again because I'm already beginning to feel guilty.

I hadn't even lost a decimal on the scale.

Carved 'fat' into my leg. Might do it again. So angry at myself. :mad:

[Fiction]

Your body has gone into starvation mode. It's storing all the fat it can get.

[Azunite]

Agreed, you don't lose weight by NOT eating, but eating and then burning it.

[Magenta]

*insert profanities of all sorts here*

This is so frustrating. Every time this happens, I keep wondering what life would be like if I had never lost weight in the first place. It wasn't even intentional the first time but I got obsessed. D:

[rissa-_-]

i know how you feel. starve yourself because you don't feel like your the right size. what i do is eat yogurt. yes it's food, but also good for the body and it will give you energy. whatever you do, don't damage your body :)