lost

[beag_amhain]

im numb, their maken it worse, i know jus dont show them when they ask, i feel so lost, its like i dont know how to act, im going throuigh the motions and they dont mean anything but if i dont do them its worse, my cuts are getting worse when i mean for them to be getting better, i cant calm myself any other way, i cant control my thoughts, i just feel so lost

[Indecision]

Oh, God. I know, everyone says the same thing, but we all can't go on like this. Is there anyone you talk to about it, anyone you open up to?

[beag_amhain]

Is there anyone you talk to about it, anyone you open up to?


their are lots of people i can talk to
but none i can open up to

[Fiction]

Do you have a counselor? I didn't like my counselor but I found it a hell of a lot easier to open up to him than anyone else, knowing that he was bound to confidentiality laws and had no connection to the rest of my life.

If not how about trying to ring some kind of helpline? There's also loads of 1-2-1 chat type things on the internet, such as on childline. It might start you off opening up a bit.