Brittneh
May 18th, 2011, 02:23 AM
So, I had started eating again. I thought I was pregnant. So, I figured I had to. But now that I know I'm fer sure not? Hah. Well. Bulimia obviously was not the answer. I started bleeding from my nose, throat, etc. And it was getting really bad. So, I've decided to go pro-ana. It's easier. And this time I'll actually work out. I'll exercise three times a day, instead of eating. And just drink water and natural fruit juices to fill me up. I've got it all planned. I haven't told my fiancee yet, because last time I told him, he got mad, then said nothing, and allowed me to. It's better if he doesn't know, then he won't be angered with me, etc. I don't know. I keep thinking I shouldn't, 'cause I know I'll relapse, and binge... But... I am trying to think positive! I am going to be thin, and picture perfect again. I looked really good last time I went into a fasting rampage. Anyone else pro-ana? Tips, or something? :what: