I'm trying.

[SilentlyCrying]

I feel like I'm going to explode. I'm trying not to, I'm trying not to cut myself, but I honestly feel like I'm going to explode. There's too much emotion built up I guess. It's like I'm hanging in a giant crack, by 5 fingers, and crying for help. But no one's listening, because they're all too busy talking to someone who's threatening to lower herself into the crack. And there's already a lot of us in that crack, who are screaming, and some preparing to let go. I would be there, trying to get up myself, but I can't. I just need to know someone's there to listen.

[FullyAlive]

:hug:
I'm listening.
You need to try to find something, anything positive to focus on, you can't let anything like this get the better of you.
I don't know from your post whether you have cut before or not, but if you haven't seriously don't it's really not worth it, not one bit.

[SilentlyCrying]

Thanks. XD
And I should have specified, yes, I have many times before.

[FullyAlive]

oh well then that's not so great. I suppose you know that it's abad idea to carry on then. youi need to distract yourself do something to lesson the urge. Elastic bands?
Or do something fun, something to take your mind off everything, draw? sing? Listen to music? Write?
Do you wanmt to expand opn what's up i could try giving you advice for that too?
:hug: