MadManWithaBox
May 11th, 2011, 03:51 PM
I used to know what I was
I used to look to the future with a confident smile
I had dreams and hopes and happiness
Then I grew up
I saw the world
I saw it's ugliness
It was covered in blood and shattered dreams
Broken families and tears
I saw myself and I saw where my heart should be
But there was nothing
Just a big empty space
I couldn't even see the bottom
All it was was a big fucking empty space that was so black it destroyed all the other parts of me
And this is called a person? Nothing more than a shell.
At least, without her. She filled the empty space. Her basic goodness. And her love. Filled the space in me. I needed her, more than she'd ever need me.
Without her. I'd be that shell again.
So please, don't leave me. Please.
I used to look to the future with a confident smile
I had dreams and hopes and happiness
Then I grew up
I saw the world
I saw it's ugliness
It was covered in blood and shattered dreams
Broken families and tears
I saw myself and I saw where my heart should be
But there was nothing
Just a big empty space
I couldn't even see the bottom
All it was was a big fucking empty space that was so black it destroyed all the other parts of me
And this is called a person? Nothing more than a shell.
At least, without her. She filled the empty space. Her basic goodness. And her love. Filled the space in me. I needed her, more than she'd ever need me.
Without her. I'd be that shell again.
So please, don't leave me. Please.