i'm so close to the end of life!!

[tunnerrocks]

life to me is miserable i cant get help from my parents. i have very few friends that never hang out with me. my grades have slipped. i always smell like smoke from my family! Idoubt the care i mean my sister hates me , my bro uses me when he aint got a girl , and my dad has favorism! My mind is in a critical stage of shutting down(not litterally but i feel like ending it) im at the breaking point the only thing holding me back is the lack of knowing whats next and i feel i would betray god. please help !!

[Austin1]

deep breath. think about the consequences of losing ur life. its not worth it. thats the last thing u should be talking about. theres people out there who care about u even though they dont show it. plz find ur happy place. imagine day dream about great things lay down and just think about amazing things.

[JunkBondTrader]

What do you mean by your brother using you? Are you being abused? If that's the case, you really do need to talk it out with someone and they might be able to help you.

[Austin1]

she means sexually i believe.

[davisbr2]

call 18002738255

[fanox]

I interpreted that there may be some sexual abuse? If that's the case you can call:

SafePlace 24-hour Hotline - 512.267.SAFE (7233)

They will help you build a plan and get you help. Allow applies for domestic violence. You're probably scared to do so, but if you're ever in immediate danger, call 911. The police are there to help YOU.

National Suicide Prevention hotline - 1-800-273-TALK (8255).

Please call them. Ending your life is not worth it, and it hurts others. There are people out there that care.

http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?t=72584

It only gets better.

[SadisticAngels]

someone told me once that suicide is the most selfish way to die and im pritty sure your not the selfish type so think of all your opsitions dont even consider it. theres always a better way. hope this helps :) remember we all luv you