ScreamingDeadBabies
May 9th, 2011, 07:22 PM
Neko is my name and here is my poetry.
Mumbling Anorexic Beauty.
You starve for food
you want it so badly
but eating food,
will make you be called a fatty.
so even if I eat, it will be gone!
throwing up is like throwing away all your songs.
Every food you ever ate it will be judge like the food people make
the clothes and things you love to do
is just like the food
eat,wear, judged.
its the same thing.
expect I can be the one to throw it away
and no one will see the change.
they say i'm skinny they say i'm pretty
but all I see in the mirror is a fatty.
ugly and disgusting
horrible not in fashion.
See mommy i'll be like you!
blonde,fake and don't forget stupid to.
The me I liked slowly will fade away,
Forgive me love I'm trying to find my way out..
But without you here they already know what i'm about
I tried to be fake, I tried to be pretty.
But apparently i'm just the funny kitty.
The happy Blondie who is smart and not shy
this girl can eat and not feel like shes about to die
This girl is not me i'm a monster you can't see
poetry,fake,dumb
its nothing I wanted to be
hum,hum,hum
Sing me a lovely dovey song
before I enter blackness
and lose my forever one.
Hide
He hasn't changed,
and nether have I.
Were just really good
at hiding our eyes.
No he still lies,
you just love this fantasy
but don't worry my friend, you will be taken into reality,
Soon oh soon you will see.
I haven't changed. I'm just hiding my eyes.
No I still love that SCREAMING noise in my ear
and the dark depressing lyrics that hug me and cheer me on.
Love songs can scream to. Happy songs just spoken with more passion,
No my friend this is not my fashion
It merely be me. that I hide from thy.
No i'm sorry you can not see.
all you will see, Is the fake Barbie.
I was made by you
but I will always choose.
So now I say these words, of course you won't hear nor read
I'll hide it until you, have the right eyes to see
So no listening no hearing no sound.
See? I made it,
I'm finally gods clown.
She Hides In A Jacket
Everything dies, unless its fake,
The flowers you grow will die
But
The flowers you bought from a store will live.
The love that you gave me will die
But
The love that you pretend will live.
The family you love will die.
But
the family thats fake will live.
everything fake, it shall live
maybe thats why, we're all Barbie's.
Fake,dumb,fitting in.
Its just the world, we live in.
Period.
Throw it all away,
the pain,the memories for they can not stay!
scream,cry, BEG for mercy
your weak, your puny
no one wants to help thy.
SCARED,LOST,CONFUSED.
That
will
soon
be you!
MUMBLE,WORDS,CUTS,YOU
it will end,
soon.
DYING,LAUGHING,YOUR SO FUCKING FAKE
Thats what they say, so here you are anyway!
allive? why you will die
soon.
HIM,ME,US
Its the thing I want, more then these cuts!
but he will be here,
soon
But all you do is scream,
NOW.
The Butterfly Smudge
The butterfly protected her from the knife,
Only though, would it last for sometime
the butterfly is fragile and weak
but yes it took care of the stupidity she seek.
The butterfly after sometime of course it died
but on the day the butterfly died, it seems she lost hope
so the barrier from the knife slowly is released,
everything she wanted and waited for
will be down you just need to beg on your knees
you may over think this tragedy that has been brought upon her
but only judging would make it deeper
cuts, butterfly's,love .
She drew and hid all though's things
on one weak arm.
The butterfly is gone, the cuts are deeper
and now with these words you've read,
she hopes you won't lie, you won't judge and you won't cry
but she hopes that one day
she could make another
butterfly.
Never Stop Talking
I'm having a conversation with my drawings.
please ease drop and listen.
for if you heard my words and looked at the drawings
you'd understand all my fucking crying.
You seem to hear it all.
But yet you block it out with all your fake sounds.
As you could see
I am now speaking through drawing.
it speaks for me, and never seems to judge me.
It nay but be a friend, that will love you till the end.
The only way it could ever leave you broken.
is if you stopped the conversation.
The last Call For Help.
post your perfection
people demonstrate it as disgusting.
It seems I should stop, with the words I write.
I'll keep them in my book and one no one will see.
thank you for reading these words.
thank you, for understanding me.
it hurts so bad, to know I can't live without it.
The words, the meaning it breaks deep into me.
My dear humans,
fear not.
For I am,poetry.
Hello?
Hello, its me the one you forgot
my name seems to be missing
my identity was stolen
My heart has been broken
My scars are bleeding
Deep, inside It seems I cried.
Hello, its me the one you promised you loved?
I was to shy to say hi
I ran away and cried
you didn't know my name
you forgot all the time we shared
Do you even fucking care?!
Hello, its me
I am now on this chair
You read the note or i'm sure someone told you
Remember it now?
the day I forgot,
how to scream the bloody forgotten, missing sound.
You Never Saw
Doing what you need
Trying to succeed
Hateful words will be pushed back into my throat
The razor will talk for me, I'm to shy honey.
Please forgive me!
Never leave me?
I ask to much, when I've done none
The blankness fulls up and puzzle looks right.
But it seems I looked at this puzzle wrong
All the pieces?
Didn't even fit.
But I was to blind I didn't care
But now I see that this puzzle wasn't right for me
So now I tear it apart rip it and make it nothing!
The monster followed me for to long
It seems I lost the sanity
Please save me, your the only one for me..
Words spoke, you never heard.
Puzzle broke, I never saw
I suppose this is what happens
when your blind to the world
that didn't care.
The way you drove me out
Slam and lock the door,
the razor slowly comes back
throw the bracelets off,
and now you
attack!
Cut slow, cut deep!
For these aren't going to heal
slowly?
Cry in fear, cry in pain!
take all the fucking blame!
every cut, represents a liar..
14 liars?
14 dead!
Shake your head
laugh to ease the pain,
close your eyes
grab the bracelets
unlock the door
walk out with pride
hide all your fucking lies,
and don't you
dare
cry.
Lyrical Death To The Truth.
Welcome to this world
My dear children
I'll lick the tears off
and play with your emotions
once I get bored
I decide to break it off
Your heart will be gone
for I will make you stab it
Then you will live. for once so more
you will then find a rope and tie yourself to it
Ending life slowy
Think you can escape?
Thats a fucking laugh.
I am your creator I am
the one who made you.
If you know who I am
Please speak it out!
If you have no clue what this shit is about
How bout I give you more clues
and play with you!
Your family will now scream
you'll try to avoid it
Your life will crumble down
I will just laugh at it!
you will pray to me because I'm all you have.
But I will just sit there and laugh!
Yes I am real
I'm just not like what people told you
I hurt I destroy
I do this for fun!
Now you see my children?
I am the god
you now will believe in,
Because you are dumb.
This world was created to
You share one
I share two
Secrets?
hate for once.
then love will attack .
Understand
this problem
Razors.
everything we kept together
We shared all of it
But now it tore us apart.
The glue and togetherness we had.
Now rots inside from the core and the outside
becomes dull.
So hand me this gun
Make me a ghost!
God.
he the one who created
can destroy
He was made out of us
so every hate and pain would have to go somewhere.
I guess we were the lucky ones.
Chosen to fight this.
Give up
Results in that death
Secret one. small one
Dare to finish this all?
Now.
Secrets escape from the mind
will they toucher you like your
Father did?
Or will they lie
Like your life Did.
C I R C U S
Step one, Step all to the circus of pain!
the clowns bleed
The animals die!
The only thing that can protect you. in the circus
are the razors and death!
I am the freak of the circus.
behold see the lies,
this is circus
so hide all your tears!
In the circus. we
paint your happiness
and toucher your lies!
You've wanted a life.
but didn't we all?
We live in this world
to be judged upon.
Even by our fucking god!
So he the one who made the circus
watches us struggle to try and climb
back up the tie rope
But there he goes.
CUT the rope down you fall.
You've tried so hard to cross the path.
In the circus of pain
they laugh at your failure
you can never give up you can never break down!
Perform the final act!
The lion comes out
here comes the helpless child
He wanted this for your people
The lion attacks!
The crowd cheers
your god up there?
Only he stares!
He said he'd protect you
if you beloved his lies!
But here the child is. being ripped apart slowy
Seeing god smirk at the small mistake you made.
He take no pity on the ones that left his kingdom
your now in the circus of pain
and forever you will perform this
way.
Enjoy.
Mumbling Anorexic Beauty.
You starve for food
you want it so badly
but eating food,
will make you be called a fatty.
so even if I eat, it will be gone!
throwing up is like throwing away all your songs.
Every food you ever ate it will be judge like the food people make
the clothes and things you love to do
is just like the food
eat,wear, judged.
its the same thing.
expect I can be the one to throw it away
and no one will see the change.
they say i'm skinny they say i'm pretty
but all I see in the mirror is a fatty.
ugly and disgusting
horrible not in fashion.
See mommy i'll be like you!
blonde,fake and don't forget stupid to.
The me I liked slowly will fade away,
Forgive me love I'm trying to find my way out..
But without you here they already know what i'm about
I tried to be fake, I tried to be pretty.
But apparently i'm just the funny kitty.
The happy Blondie who is smart and not shy
this girl can eat and not feel like shes about to die
This girl is not me i'm a monster you can't see
poetry,fake,dumb
its nothing I wanted to be
hum,hum,hum
Sing me a lovely dovey song
before I enter blackness
and lose my forever one.
Hide
He hasn't changed,
and nether have I.
Were just really good
at hiding our eyes.
No he still lies,
you just love this fantasy
but don't worry my friend, you will be taken into reality,
Soon oh soon you will see.
I haven't changed. I'm just hiding my eyes.
No I still love that SCREAMING noise in my ear
and the dark depressing lyrics that hug me and cheer me on.
Love songs can scream to. Happy songs just spoken with more passion,
No my friend this is not my fashion
It merely be me. that I hide from thy.
No i'm sorry you can not see.
all you will see, Is the fake Barbie.
I was made by you
but I will always choose.
So now I say these words, of course you won't hear nor read
I'll hide it until you, have the right eyes to see
So no listening no hearing no sound.
See? I made it,
I'm finally gods clown.
She Hides In A Jacket
Everything dies, unless its fake,
The flowers you grow will die
But
The flowers you bought from a store will live.
The love that you gave me will die
But
The love that you pretend will live.
The family you love will die.
But
the family thats fake will live.
everything fake, it shall live
maybe thats why, we're all Barbie's.
Fake,dumb,fitting in.
Its just the world, we live in.
Period.
Throw it all away,
the pain,the memories for they can not stay!
scream,cry, BEG for mercy
your weak, your puny
no one wants to help thy.
SCARED,LOST,CONFUSED.
That
will
soon
be you!
MUMBLE,WORDS,CUTS,YOU
it will end,
soon.
DYING,LAUGHING,YOUR SO FUCKING FAKE
Thats what they say, so here you are anyway!
allive? why you will die
soon.
HIM,ME,US
Its the thing I want, more then these cuts!
but he will be here,
soon
But all you do is scream,
NOW.
The Butterfly Smudge
The butterfly protected her from the knife,
Only though, would it last for sometime
the butterfly is fragile and weak
but yes it took care of the stupidity she seek.
The butterfly after sometime of course it died
but on the day the butterfly died, it seems she lost hope
so the barrier from the knife slowly is released,
everything she wanted and waited for
will be down you just need to beg on your knees
you may over think this tragedy that has been brought upon her
but only judging would make it deeper
cuts, butterfly's,love .
She drew and hid all though's things
on one weak arm.
The butterfly is gone, the cuts are deeper
and now with these words you've read,
she hopes you won't lie, you won't judge and you won't cry
but she hopes that one day
she could make another
butterfly.
Never Stop Talking
I'm having a conversation with my drawings.
please ease drop and listen.
for if you heard my words and looked at the drawings
you'd understand all my fucking crying.
You seem to hear it all.
But yet you block it out with all your fake sounds.
As you could see
I am now speaking through drawing.
it speaks for me, and never seems to judge me.
It nay but be a friend, that will love you till the end.
The only way it could ever leave you broken.
is if you stopped the conversation.
The last Call For Help.
post your perfection
people demonstrate it as disgusting.
It seems I should stop, with the words I write.
I'll keep them in my book and one no one will see.
thank you for reading these words.
thank you, for understanding me.
it hurts so bad, to know I can't live without it.
The words, the meaning it breaks deep into me.
My dear humans,
fear not.
For I am,poetry.
Hello?
Hello, its me the one you forgot
my name seems to be missing
my identity was stolen
My heart has been broken
My scars are bleeding
Deep, inside It seems I cried.
Hello, its me the one you promised you loved?
I was to shy to say hi
I ran away and cried
you didn't know my name
you forgot all the time we shared
Do you even fucking care?!
Hello, its me
I am now on this chair
You read the note or i'm sure someone told you
Remember it now?
the day I forgot,
how to scream the bloody forgotten, missing sound.
You Never Saw
Doing what you need
Trying to succeed
Hateful words will be pushed back into my throat
The razor will talk for me, I'm to shy honey.
Please forgive me!
Never leave me?
I ask to much, when I've done none
The blankness fulls up and puzzle looks right.
But it seems I looked at this puzzle wrong
All the pieces?
Didn't even fit.
But I was to blind I didn't care
But now I see that this puzzle wasn't right for me
So now I tear it apart rip it and make it nothing!
The monster followed me for to long
It seems I lost the sanity
Please save me, your the only one for me..
Words spoke, you never heard.
Puzzle broke, I never saw
I suppose this is what happens
when your blind to the world
that didn't care.
The way you drove me out
Slam and lock the door,
the razor slowly comes back
throw the bracelets off,
and now you
attack!
Cut slow, cut deep!
For these aren't going to heal
slowly?
Cry in fear, cry in pain!
take all the fucking blame!
every cut, represents a liar..
14 liars?
14 dead!
Shake your head
laugh to ease the pain,
close your eyes
grab the bracelets
unlock the door
walk out with pride
hide all your fucking lies,
and don't you
dare
cry.
Lyrical Death To The Truth.
Welcome to this world
My dear children
I'll lick the tears off
and play with your emotions
once I get bored
I decide to break it off
Your heart will be gone
for I will make you stab it
Then you will live. for once so more
you will then find a rope and tie yourself to it
Ending life slowy
Think you can escape?
Thats a fucking laugh.
I am your creator I am
the one who made you.
If you know who I am
Please speak it out!
If you have no clue what this shit is about
How bout I give you more clues
and play with you!
Your family will now scream
you'll try to avoid it
Your life will crumble down
I will just laugh at it!
you will pray to me because I'm all you have.
But I will just sit there and laugh!
Yes I am real
I'm just not like what people told you
I hurt I destroy
I do this for fun!
Now you see my children?
I am the god
you now will believe in,
Because you are dumb.
This world was created to
You share one
I share two
Secrets?
hate for once.
then love will attack .
Understand
this problem
Razors.
everything we kept together
We shared all of it
But now it tore us apart.
The glue and togetherness we had.
Now rots inside from the core and the outside
becomes dull.
So hand me this gun
Make me a ghost!
God.
he the one who created
can destroy
He was made out of us
so every hate and pain would have to go somewhere.
I guess we were the lucky ones.
Chosen to fight this.
Give up
Results in that death
Secret one. small one
Dare to finish this all?
Now.
Secrets escape from the mind
will they toucher you like your
Father did?
Or will they lie
Like your life Did.
C I R C U S
Step one, Step all to the circus of pain!
the clowns bleed
The animals die!
The only thing that can protect you. in the circus
are the razors and death!
I am the freak of the circus.
behold see the lies,
this is circus
so hide all your tears!
In the circus. we
paint your happiness
and toucher your lies!
You've wanted a life.
but didn't we all?
We live in this world
to be judged upon.
Even by our fucking god!
So he the one who made the circus
watches us struggle to try and climb
back up the tie rope
But there he goes.
CUT the rope down you fall.
You've tried so hard to cross the path.
In the circus of pain
they laugh at your failure
you can never give up you can never break down!
Perform the final act!
The lion comes out
here comes the helpless child
He wanted this for your people
The lion attacks!
The crowd cheers
your god up there?
Only he stares!
He said he'd protect you
if you beloved his lies!
But here the child is. being ripped apart slowy
Seeing god smirk at the small mistake you made.
He take no pity on the ones that left his kingdom
your now in the circus of pain
and forever you will perform this
way.
Enjoy.