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Ethannnnnn
January 20th, 2007, 09:31 AM
year 8 and 7 were terrible now year 9 in the last year i have lost all my friends i am bullied so much. my parents dont care they say it we all be better next year. my dad thinks im a failure he doesnt say but it is so obvious i have even tried to stap myself but i just couldnt but i think about it so MUCH! i even get this little voice in my head telling me to do it. my grades are so bad my dads always getting angry at me telling me you never do anything you dont care about your future once i said your right i dont give a shit about my future and he looked like he was about throw me of a cliff but my mum walked in she always calms him down im sorry im whining like this but no one else could care less im sure there are people much worst then me

TheWizard
January 20th, 2007, 11:48 AM
Sounds like you need some help coping with depression. Talk to your counslor at school, your parents, and anyone else that will listen. They can't help if they don't know what the problem is.

Hang in there.

Waiting
January 20th, 2007, 11:55 AM
you sound like me when i was that age
things do gt better
as you grow up, people will change
i went from bullied to shit, to a good group of friends with a change of schools
i went from expelled out ofone school, nearly kicked out of my next, and now am at one of the best public schools in the country
you just have to push on and persevere.
tell your parents.
they most likely know already, but they will need to hear your emotiosn comming fromy our mouth
and if that doesnt work, find someone, anyone else to talk to.
get it out somehow
you'll feel better
xx

Ethannnnnn
January 20th, 2007, 12:05 PM
i have tried talking to my parents the just dont care and i dont know anyone else to talk too

Bobby
January 20th, 2007, 12:09 PM
Have you tried a school conselor?

Do you have a free mental health clinic in your town? We do.

Ethannnnnn
January 20th, 2007, 12:48 PM
our school doesnt have conseulor and i dont know if our town has a mental clinic i will try and find out

Hyper
January 20th, 2007, 06:09 PM
you sound like me when i was that age
things do gt better
as you grow up, people will change
i went from bullied to shit, to a good group of friends with a change of schools
i went from expelled out ofone school, nearly kicked out of my next, and now am at one of the best public schools in the country
you just have to push on and persevere.
tell your parents.
they most likely know already, but they will need to hear your emotiosn comming fromy our mouth
and if that doesnt work, find someone, anyone else to talk to.
get it out somehow
you'll feel better
xx


Ohh yes that will help alot! Maybe with hes home life but hel still get bullied at school just like me.. Nothings changed in 7 years of stupid school.. I dont know the only thing I fear is that I wont last through school.. And will ruin my future by not studying useless crap to advance in the education system.. And even if I will succeed school I fear that il never have any friends like I dont know besides 1 whos now 120 miles away from me.. And that il be some adult guy who goes to work talks to no1 comes back home deals with weird hobbies and never gets married, has children or anything like that.. But idk I guess all you can do is suffer like me and hope you will last

Waiting
January 24th, 2007, 09:15 AM
well to be honest hyper. your 13. you've got alot of growing up to do.
things may seem hard now. but with time they get better. you just have to sit and wait and grow up.

Hyper
January 24th, 2007, 05:27 PM
well to be honest hyper. your 13. you've got alot of growing up to do.
things may seem hard now. but with time they get better. you just have to sit and wait and grow up.


Hmm my post may be desperation but it is pretty much true... Growing up by time maybe yes but since.. Well.. If some1 fucks with your head every day and then you come home and cant find peace there how will it go? My studying is suffering because of my class mates.. Just like in my last school. I dont feel like eating in the morning sometimes I set my clock earlier to study but then I wake up and set it to later.. And then force myself to get up and go somewhere, where I get hated and picked on for who and what I am.. And if I dont go there I ruin my future in a way.. And make it worse.. And if my studying suffers I get the same treatment at home...

Waiting
January 24th, 2007, 07:07 PM
i know it seems really hard man
believe me i went through this exact same phase
so heavily bullied
would come home and cut myself to shreds, fell into drugs, dropped 2 grades in every subject got expelled etc,
but as i grew up things got easier
i never thought it would.
especialy when i was lying in a hospital bed after taking a serious overdose of painkillers
but as i got older, things got easier.
you just have to be patient
and thats what this place is for
to help you through till u can cope on your own
and then you can pass your knowledge to others
xx

fdsgfg55465
January 25th, 2007, 08:32 AM
trust us, everything will be better. teenagers have a lot of problems but in time they will start to go away but nothing's as bad as harming yourself