I need help.

[Annabel Lee]

Well, I'm new. Hello.
I'm just going to rant, be aware that I drop the F-Bomb a lot.

i fúcking hate everyone in my school, i swear to god that they are the stupidest cúnts i'll ever have the misfortune to know. they make up the stupidest fúcking names up like calling me a mongrel and calling me psycho and telling me to slit my wrist all the time
i know i'm a fúcking dog okay i know i'm ugly stop fúcking pointing that out, and if you're going to say stuff like that then you really are sick in the head, calling me p[sycho just because i draw blood and gore, excuse me it's my fúcking choice what i want to draw and if i want to draw dead people or the artist and annabel it's my decision, you choose to steal my planner and make fun of my art and not trying to be big headed but i'm pretty fúcking sure it's better than what you could ever do since you all just draw dicks in your planners, and none of you realise that everything you say to me makes me even more fúcking depressed and yeah, i cut, it's none of your fúcking business, idefk how you would know and ugh why would you tell anyone to go and slit their wrist? and calling me psycho, that just makes me believe that i really am messed up even though i try to be normal okay fuck you just don't realise how angry i get and if i could i would fucking beat the shit out of you, but i can't because i'll be excluded from school again. you just can't see how much your words can hurt someone, especially somebody who's been through getting called names and being fun of for years and had absolutely no self esteem whatsoever
i've been cutting for nearly three years now and the school found out once, so they put me through mentoring through year seven and year eight, and now i'm in year nine they think i'm fine since i just acted like i was *~okay~* when really i actually feel like killing somebody, literally. and now they're putting me on mentoring in june but for help with english and maths help BUT I DON'T NEED FUCKING ACADEMIC HELP you stupid bunch of pricks
and now even my close friend is babbling about me having paranoia and probably having a mental disorder i mean what how would you know sorry but you're not a doctor and no i'm not going to a doctor this time no not after last time no i'm not going to go

honestly i don't know what to do because if i don't end up doing something bad to these cunts at school then i'm going to do something /really/ bad to myself

[kezyy]

Ok, well I am really bad with advice, expecially on this kind of topic, but I will try.. iv been on both ends of bullying, I'm not proud of it. but it was easy as the kid being bullied didn't stand up for himself, and for that we didn't stop. just look like u dont care, it works iv been bullied the only reason they did it is because it made me angry but I did nothing about it, when I stod up for myself whithout letting them know its hurting me they backed off, and I think you should find someone you an talk to, a friend, parents, a teacher anyone u can let it all out to.. it feels good, take your mind of it for a bit, take a walk, go for a run anything. anyway I don't know if I have helped, just message me anytime if u need to talk to someone

[MattVon]

One thing you'll come across in life a lot, is people who don't consider other peoples emotions; or simply do not care. The inconsiderate assholes who thinks it's funny to pick on people clearly don't know the true meaning of being thoughtful. If you give them no attention, no thought to let them know it bugs you they will eventually stop. I can't really say I know how you feeling thoroughly but I have always had the feeling of wanting to just beat the shit out of some people.