need more opinions

[joe2]

i dont really know where to start so ill just say it..

when i first started highscool (YR 7) i was bullied because i was always the smartest in my classes, the bullying got worse and worse, but on this one day a boy followed me home until i got out of site of people and he pulled me aside and started to beat me, but then he pulled a knife on me, and i should have ran but (Stupidly) i stayed, i somehow got the knife off him and stabbed him, there was a court case and i was released for mental reasons or something, i never really understood what was going on, the boys is ok now though (thankfully) but a year and half ago it all got to me and i tried to take my life, i was in hospital for weeks and my mum told me my best mate was there everyday. now me and this boy are together and i just feel so bad about what i did to him and dont really understand why he is with me, i dont feel like i deserve him for all the pain i caused, but he just says he understands and just wants me for who i am now.

Now other people have spoken to me about this and i have even seen specialist etc but i just wanted an.... well outsiders oppinion.

sorry its so long

[Fiction]

There isn't really an oppinion to give. You're with the guy that you stabbed?

If i'm honest i'd be more worried for you, he was the one who tried to stab you first, what you did was just self defence.

[anonymous53]

Exactly, as Fiction said. This guy started it. It's good you two overcame your differences.
Self defense isn't illegal and you didn't do anything wrong.

[Love.Hate]

It seems to me that things have sorted themselves out, as long as he knows your sorry then its ok i guess. But remember he was the one who tried to stab you, so you shouldnt feel bad at all. You were simply protecting yourself.