Nevermore
May 4th, 2011, 08:05 AM
So i had a terrible dream last night. A demon possessed my alter, and was telling it I was evil, and to kill me. So basically the whole dream was me trying not to get myself killed and I was getting smashed into walls, I mean it was gory and explicit. It scared me. In the dream I went to my mom and she said good I'm glad your getting rid of the evil within you. I had no control over my body or motions in my dream and it was scary, because when I woke up around 11 pm I felt rather numb, and not there. Then I started seeing things, probably because I was anxious, and hearing voices telling me that I need to finish what I started, and basically hurt myself like in my dream. I was so scared I ended up self harming on my arm, which I'm not proud of, but it made it go away, and my anxiety calm down by a lot for a bit, and I was able to go back to sleep around 3 am, after calling a friend and asking him for help.