school

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I get really upset/depressed with the thought of going to school that I end up cutting myself the night before school all the time, I was wonder wether anyone else does this??? :confused:

[Emski]

I used to this because of the bullying I got, what makes u feel this way about school?

[googlecookie]

I used to this because of the bullying I got, what makes u feel this way about school?

Well I have 2 groups of friends they used to get on but then an argument happened and now they don't, and one of the groups always bitches about the other. Also I always seem to get everything wrong in class even when I'm in the top sets and I just gerally feel unwanted.:(

[Emski]

Well I have 2 groups of friends they used to get on but then an argument happened and now they don't, and one of the groups always bitches about the other. Also I always seem to get everything wrong in class even when I'm in the top sets and I just gerally feel unwanted.:(

I understand the bitchy-ness part to a tee as I have had a similar experience in which it has now lead to me not even speaking to that particular set of people.

Think time will tell between the group of friends as well.

For feeling unwanted in your classes is there a way of speaking to a teacher about moving into a different topset group or a different group for some of your lessons?

[Indecision]

I get 'dis, I usually cut myself when I don't want to go to school. But I didn't want to go to school so badly today I tried making myself sick (never try it, perlease) , which didn't kinda work but I convinced my Mother I was 'ill'. Which I didn't have to do it :((.

[Fiction]

I cut a lot more when I have school, I think maybe it's just generally an extra pressure and if you are already upset about something it doesn't help.

I know my overdose was also partly influenced by the thought of having to go to school the next day acting like everything was normal when i felt terrible.

Id it just school or is it just a factor that contributes towards things?

[georgiamay]

I realised the other day that the most common day for me to self harm was a sunday, the night before I went to school after a weekend. I never really thought anything of it, and it wasn't the only day I'd cut, I'd cut on any day of the week, I just did it more on a sunday that I did any other day. I guess it was just the thought of having to get up the next day and pretend I was happy, plus all the other stuff that led me to cut on any other day.

[PetaByte]

I get really upset/depressed with the thought of going to school that I end up cutting myself the night before school all the time, I was wonder wether anyone else does this??? :confused:

Remember that school is the first 18-19 years of your life. It's considered the worst time of life for everyone. Everyone is going through puberty, and people always want to be the popular guy or at least being loved by someone. However, what teens generally don't think about (at least not people here), is that your class is X number of random teens put together in a classroom. The only thing you might have in common is hobbies, if that. Besides that, you might be as different as black and white.

I've met psychiatrists and therapists that say they feel bad for teenagers today, because they go through so much anger, sadness, depressions, disappointments and emotional breakdowns all at once.

The 70-110 years after school is what really matters. No matter if you absolutely hate or absolutely love school, once you graduate, your life will change. Then you will study subjects with people you actually have a lot in common with, and as time progresses, the bad memories from regular school should disappear as you get more control of your life instead of being forced in a class with lots of (excuse my language) dumbf*cks.

I don't know if your thoughts are the same as mine (or if this post will even be remotely helpful at all), but I hope I helped with something :)

P.S. I'm 17 and still attend High School. The reason I can say your life will change is I have a friend that barely got through school without taking suicide and today he is actually genuinely happy. And I really can't wait to graduate!!

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I cut a lot more when I have school, I think maybe it's just generally an extra pressure and if you are already upset about something it doesn't help.

I know my overdose was also partly influenced by the thought of having to go to school the next day acting like everything was normal when i felt terrible.

Id it just school or is it just a factor that contributes towards things?

My parents also broke up nearly 2 years ago a week after I met my boyfriend, and I'm still not over it my parents splitting, my mum also took an overdose the same week.

[Brokeandbetrayed]

hang in there, school is dificult

[Fiction]

My parents also broke up nearly 2 years ago a week after I met my boyfriend, and I'm still not over it my parents splitting, my mum also took an overdose the same week.

It's probably not school that's making you cut then. Not by it's self. it's probably mainly that stuff getting to you, and school is just an added stress.

[Nevermore]

I cut sometimes in the past because of being afraid of going to school.