She said no

[Keats]

And i can't handle that,
i don't know how i'm going to deal with it, buy i'm scared for my life.

[Spook]

Can you be more specific on what you need help with?

I would be happy to help.

And as this is in the Cutting & Self Harm section, remember that self harm isn't the answer to any problems. All the people that love and care about somebody are hurt.

[Love.Hate]

ok, breathe.
Keep calm, dont make any stupid descisions.
Your stronger than this, prove it to us, to yourself.
Get through this hard period, deal with it in a healthy way shout, scream, write, draw, cry if you need to. Anything but this.

[Keats]

i told her how i feel/felt.
I asked her if she wanted be more than friends, and she said no.
i haven't loved anyone like this since Jo, the one who started everything.
i literally have nothing left in my life.
i'm currently sat in the bathroom, blood dribbling from everywhere, thinking of ways to end it.
it's even worse than it was with Jo.
i literally have nothing left.

[Ambrosia]

It's not worth ending it. As horrible, as dark and bad as it seems, it's NOT worth it.
You have everything left. You have the world left. You have the future left. You can't see that right now, and I understand that completely, all of us do, but you have to try and believe us. You have a tons of things in the future to live for, and tons of reasons why. You have too many smiles to have to share and that soul mate out there still waiting. You don't want to jepordize that chance, do you?
Take deep breaths and remember where you are. Remember who you are. Breath deeply and think about what you CAN (and WILL) have.
Go bandage yourself up, because it's obviously too late for us to tell you not to hurt yourself. And remember no girl is worth it(in the future). If she can't realize how great of a person you are that is HER loss, not yours.

[Keats]

and now she's talking to me like nothing has happened.
she doesn't even care.
if you think that no girl is wort it, then you don't know how i feel.
even a year and a half after Jo left, it still hurts as much as it did then.
now there are two red got irons in my chest.
It's hopeless, people say things will get better but they never do.
both people i loved, both rejected or left me.
how can life be worth living with that?

[moon_lit_angel]

im so sorry will :( sorry that this has happened..
but you shouldnt end your life because of her. i know how it feels to be heartbroken and i know many people have probably said time will heal it... but truly it does.

if you want to pm me you can

[Keats]

1.5 years, and it still hurts the same? seems to be healing about as well as my scars.
She genuinely doesn't give a shit.
i don't give a shit what happens anymore.

[adudewhodoesdudes]

If she is still talking to you like nothing happened then she still likes you as a friend and doesn't want to lose you as a friend. She may not understand how much you love her but if you really love her then don't hurt yourself for her. Don't give her the guilt of thinking she is responsible for what you do. But I know how you feel about her because I felt the exact some way about my current girlfriend and I know that she the only reason I am still alive today.
Trust me it is hard for a girl to keep acting like it was nothing and she is doing it because she wants to be friends with you. There is still a chance that you can still be with her so don't give up yet.
When i got rejected after asking a girl i had been good friends with for years everything was really awkward and we couldn't really talk to each other for a long time.

I hope that helped feel free to talk to me.

[beag_amhain]

think of it this way, i know ur heartbroken feel like nothing no one says will ever make it better, that only she can make you better, but would you have truely prefared if she had said yes n it was a lie? i know it sucks right now n hurts soooooooooooo much, but atleast she was honest with you hun, atleast she did not try to pretend, i know this is not gonna make you feel better but the others are right you need to distract yourself, i find puttin my headphones in and listening to heavy metal full blast stops me thinking, it might help? im not gonna say i support u cuttin but i understand were your coming from, just try and distract yourself hun n stop thinking, il be on for another while if you wanna talk =]

[Keats]

but in a sick way i want her to know how she's made me feel.
i know that makes me sick and twisted but i do.
and i know thats wrong.
but your girlfriend loves you, i don't even have someone who cares.

and Cecily,
it just seems that it is impossible for me to be happy with anyone.
and i just hate the fact that i can't deal with it on my own.
and i've just got this cold feeling inside, like my stomach is full of ice cubes - and everytime i think of her or anything to do with her it feels like i'm being stabbed in the heart.

[beag_amhain]

i know how you feel hun, but you have to try stop thinkin,i know its hard to do n all but it will help u breath a lil easier n stop the pain from being so strong, cuz ul still be thinkin of her but it will not be at the front of your mind, she will always be in your mind but ul get use to her being there n the pain will lessin hun, the ice cubes will melt, n its ok that you cant deal with it on your own, i know how strong i feel wen i get over something by myself, but sometimes its ok to let others help, even if its jus to talk about anything but wats really wrong =]

[Fiction]

Will, I remember when you where still really upset over Jo, I know you still are but i remember when you said you'd never like someone the same again. And I remember when I said you would, and you didn't believe me, but you've just proved me right. It happened once, it happened twice, it'll happen again. Maybe you'll even find someone you like more, which may seem impossible but you can't rule it out.

You say you've got nothing left but you have, you've got a future. We all have, and things change and things get better. If you leave now you can never come back, and see what could of been.