I don't eat anymore.

[JackShephard]

I just don't. I'm not trying to starve myself, but I feel repulsed my food and I don't feel hungry anymore. My nails are all bendy and brittle. I'm tired all the time. This isn't healthy. What can I do? Liquid diet maybe? Why does food make me feel sick to even think about?

[Travis Is Losing It]

Well if it's not trying to starve yourself there could be many things inside your body from psychological to physical including a supressed recent memory that you cant remember or something like a parasite in you. If your sure its not because you don't want to you should probably go see a doctor because it could be something that your not causing and may have to get fixed.

[SWMG]

If you are doing it on purpose you should go see a doctor

[JackShephard]

I think I should see a doctor anyway. I've been able to eat liquid foods like oat meal and soup with no problem. It's almost like an obsessive compulsion to stay away from solid foods. I think it might be physiological because I've gone through HUGE life changing events this year. It's been rough.

I think it's also a control thing. Like maybe because I feel so out of control, my subconscious is trying to get some control on something. In this case, eating habits. This is all based on what my friend said. She's almost an expert in the phycological field.

Well we have tacos for dinner tonight, and I'm going to give it a try. I'm tired of feeling weak. :-/

[lightkun]

SETH! You need to eat more. I don't care how much you don't like it, you better start eating right or I'm going to start forcing you to. Lol Just be glad mom doesn't know your doing this.

I don't want to come off as harsh, but you have me worried.

[JackShephard]

I know, you just looking out for me. I am at least trying though. It's not like I want to be this way.

[Nevermore]

You have to force yourself to eat. I'm glad your going to the doctors. If you don't eat for awhile you'll feel repulsed because your body is no longer used to it, and it'll feel horrible because your body doesn't want it because of the acidic change in your stomach. Increase food in small amounts. You have to eat. Little amounts of day. Perhaps very light foods at first. And try eating slowly.

[Travis Is Losing It]

Ya if its like you yourself then you defently have to try and make yourself eat. now dont go and try to eat a steak or something huge like eat smaller things to see if that will help. because in most cases a liquid diet is not healthy

[JackShephard]

Well Ive got salad and bread products down. I just have to move on to stuff with more protein. Kinda scared of meat :O but I can do it!!