I'm gonna do it.....

[sarah newman]

I am gonna keep this post simple.

If no one comments on this, I am gonna cut.

No more excuses.

Some people may see this as attention seeking, but if you read my posts you would know my past, and i would never wish anyone to go through what I have.

So someone, anyone, talk to me. I need a distraction, and talking is the only way that helps.

But if I don't have no one to talk to, I'm gonna do it.. Very soon...

[restricted NA]

pretty please with sugar on top don't do it, pain doesn't make you feel better

[sarah newman]

But it does. At least I can feel something

[Travis Is Losing It]

Sarah please don't :( even after you helping me a bit I don't want to think your cutting :( please don't do it

[sarah newman]

Right, I got through that night without cutting.
I'm just scared that I'll do it tonight. :(

[Travis Is Losing It]

0.o through the night its like 4am here lol. but either way please don't its really not worth it

[sarah newman]

Hahah its 10.30 here lol
I can't help it, I was okay this morning but I feel myself getting the urge back :/

[Travis Is Losing It]

Mayb go to sleep or something? Or go out witg a friend so your not alone. Also I can't respond to your msg cause I don't have enough posts

[sarah newman]

It's 10.50 in the morning lol and okay, it's fine :)

[sarah newman]

I feel like doing it again..

[restricted NA]

please don't do it Sarah :(, everyone his here for you :yes:

[anonymous53]

Please don't do it Sarah.

[sarah newman]

:'( why do I feel so alone? :(

[restricted NA]

I have had some depression as well. It comes from a number of factors: one of my family members verbally abused me ; thus i isolated myself for a while from making friends. Teased at school. Maybe find a hobby or a group of people stop these feeling. I found cross country and now all my friends are my teammates as well :D

Your strong, you just have to find something that is you love enough to make you stop cutting and getting the urge to :):):):):)

[sarah newman]

But I can't find a hobby. I love my music, so I listen to it and then i get bored so I watch tv, then i get bored of that so I go back to my music, vice versa. Mum nags at me for not going out the house, but I'm an indoor person.

[restricted NA]

But I can't find a hobby. I love my music, so I listen to it and then i get bored so I watch tv, then i get bored of that so I go back to my music, vice versa. Mum nags at me for not going out the house, but I'm an indoor person.

Start slow go outside and take a walk for 15min while listening to music, that would be nice. Each walk add 5min and slowly make it a hobby. Ask friends to join :D

[bleedoutlove]

Please please please don't...leave me a VM and I'll do anything I can to help please don't do it

[sarah newman]

Okay I will try..
And I appreciate that you all care but i have gone without cutting for a couple of months now which is very good for me but all I do is think about it and now it's got to a point where I just wanna do it...

[bleedoutlove]

I know how you feel. It's like an itch that needs to be itched, it slowly eats away at you
But you know that when you scratch an itch, it just aggravates it? And makes it more and more itchy, and just gets worse and worse?
That's what self harm's like, but if you manage to resist the itch, it goes completely, and you're free - just try, and we're all here to support you :)

[sarah newman]

Okay, good point, thanks :)

[restricted NA]

Okay I will try..
And I appreciate that you all care but i have gone without cutting for a couple of months now which is very good for me but all I do is think about it and now it's got to a point where I just wanna do it...

Congrats on you couple months :D, i can't imagine how hard it has been. But you have to fight the urge, you are strong, you can do it :):):):):):):)

[sarah newman]

Thanks, but am I? x

[restricted NA]

Thanks, but am I? x

Strong ? for sure:D, it takes alot to stop what i believe is a addiction.

[sarah newman]

Okay, it's hard to believe, but thanks :)

[restricted NA]

Okay, it's hard to believe, but thanks :)

your welcome :)