JackShephard
April 28th, 2011, 11:33 PM
My friend who I just recently told her that I always had a crush on her asked me if I wanted to start something with her. Now prior to this, we had sex (my first time) and I feel that this crush is intensified. I feel so close to her. I ended up telling her I wanted to try. We cuddle, kiss and still do other things. But she recently told me that she's afraid that if she gets too deep, she might lose feelings for me. I totally understand. But we are sort of friends with benefits now and I STILL FREAKING LIKE HER!!! we still cuddle and all that still. I can't tell if she changed her mind or if she doing it for me. Ive been tripping over this girl for a while now. I'm ok with her wanting to be friends even though I want to be more. And she is ok with me liking her. But I'm just so confused. Almost like she is indirectly teasing me. What is this situation I'm in? What do I do? Where should I go from here?