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December
April 28th, 2011, 10:51 PM
It always helps me to vent anyways.

So, what's depressing you today?

For me, I just feel extraordinarily tired, and there's still another school day and a Saturday track meet to go until I can rest.

sarah newman
April 29th, 2011, 07:53 AM
What's making me depressed? Well I was a self harmer, got caught my my parents, so I can no longer do it on my arms, but i can on my legs. I was abused 9 months ago, and no one knows about it apart from one of my friends i have recently told. And on top of all that, I have loads of exams to revise for next week. I feel so tired and sick.

Infidelitas
April 29th, 2011, 07:54 AM
The fuck ups that I have made. Really bad fuckups

Triceratops
April 29th, 2011, 07:58 AM
The fact that I'm not getting married to a prince today. :(

Charleigh
April 29th, 2011, 08:32 AM
The fact that I'm not getting married to a prince today. :(

The fact I dont look as amazing as Kate.

Nevermore
April 29th, 2011, 10:44 AM
The fact I'm going day patient the whole fudging summer. >.<

anonymous53
April 29th, 2011, 10:59 AM
The fact that these voices aren't stopping and I'm out of incense

TheSleepingInsomniac
April 29th, 2011, 10:59 AM
My kittin got to my alter and chewed at my candles and stole my feather and riped my alter cloth

Theone15
April 29th, 2011, 12:49 PM
A girl

Cynical
April 29th, 2011, 06:22 PM
The fact that I can't stop thinking about SH.

User Deleted
April 29th, 2011, 06:50 PM
My mom, heres the blogs link: Where did you leave your compassion? (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/blog.php?b=36481)
(For when I post a new blog, it's called Thirteen years of dictation)

Brittneh
April 29th, 2011, 08:54 PM
Well. I cut yesterday, and my fiancee found out, he got angry and yelled. Then today my ex took me out to the movies, made me eat, and tried to have sex with my. Besides all of that lovely day, my mom called me drunk, and yelled at me. Told me I was a failure like my twin brother, announced that if I miss another day of school, she's calling the cops. (B.s., I know) And that she was sorry. Whoopie. Oh, and this chick April is in love with me, but I hate her. I hate her with everything I've got, she made me look in the mirror with her arms around me. I hope she dies.

Zenithar
April 29th, 2011, 09:14 PM
Many things, my friend, many things.

First of all, I'm failing English, due to the fact that we get project during project after this project while we have this project to do that's due this day while this project is due that day... I just can't keep up with it. My parents can't understand that education has actually become harder than their ABC's-easy English classes in the 70's. I guarantee my mother has no idea what an independent clause is, nor has she heard of it.
Because of this, my parents want to give me two hours of study time, thinking I don't get the material. Oh, I get the material, all right. I can't keep up with my teacher's way of teaching. Yeah, sure, the thousands of other kids she's taught probably could, but I can't. I can't do ten projects at a time, even during this "study time." I lose track of what's due, when it's due, what to do (the teacher rarely gives out instruction sheets)... I just can't deal with it. And then there's my Biology teacher who makes you write your own "two-column notes" from the book's objectives, which is like basically summarizing 30 something chapters, and this book is THICK. I often turn these in incomplete, because I just don't have the time to do it. The worst part is that my fucking psychological condition-illness-curse shit makes all of these stress-inducing things for normal people twice as bad.

Because I have high wisdom for my age as seen by my peers, I have not hit the point of self harm, attempted suicide, or going completely wild with drugs and all of that crazy stuff.

December
April 29th, 2011, 09:56 PM
My mom has been in a bad mood all day, and though I sympathize with her it doesn't mean what she says doesn't hurt. Also things have just been really stressful all day and I would give almost anything to be able to fall asleep tonight to get away from it all. Also thinking about SH, wish I could quit that as well

Rose
May 1st, 2011, 02:30 AM
I can't be who I am, I have to hide my sexuality from my parents. I can't be with the girl I love because of parents. Its your basic Juliet and Juliet

Travis Is Losing It
May 1st, 2011, 03:32 AM
Arguement with my friends like 24 hours ago :/ its been bugging me so much cause i lost one of my closest friends and it sucks :(

December
May 1st, 2011, 10:49 PM
One of my best friends is having a really hard time battling a heroin addiction and I don't know how to help him. Also, I've had a really high level of anxiety all day, and I feel like I am going out of my mind...

Peace God
May 1st, 2011, 10:50 PM
This thread.

Kaya
May 1st, 2011, 11:41 PM
My algebra...and my well....face/body.

I feel stupid & ugly

Dimitri
May 1st, 2011, 11:44 PM
The simple fact thta people cannot get along with one another (I hate war with a passion, it has claimed many from my life and my friends) also a girl that I really want to ask out but she has a bf.

bleedoutlove
May 2nd, 2011, 05:06 PM
I'm tired.
I can't stop self harming.
I'll never be able to be with Tina.

blackout123123
May 3rd, 2011, 01:25 AM
The fact that I am buried in my projects until this year ends. I am becoming less of what everyone expects of me, and I just can't handle it. I am failing myself and others.

DismaliciouSx
May 3rd, 2011, 02:02 AM
Does still breathing count?

The Joker
May 3rd, 2011, 02:56 AM
This thread.

I just have to say, every time I see you post, I see this video in my head.

yAVPdnMnlag

PetaByte
May 3rd, 2011, 09:38 AM
My looks. And even worse, my friend has the looks I want so I gotta look at the looks I want like all day (if that made sense) -.-

Spook
May 3rd, 2011, 09:41 AM
My stomach hurts. And...the fact that Dr. Levi told me to get bed rest when my head fell off. So now I'm gonna be the headless horseman on halloween.

beag_amhain
May 3rd, 2011, 10:58 AM
the fact i am awake, that i have to go to that school, that i did some serious damage today, that i know i need help but cant bring myself to get cuz i jus keep tellin myself il be fine even wen i know i am not? if that makes sense?

Ambrosia
May 3rd, 2011, 11:05 AM
The fact that I graduate in three weeks and I'm failing one of the three major classes I MUST pass in order to get my diploma. I have two major tests to take to raise the grade and I'm afraid I won't be able to pass them because I can't study to save my life...I haven't taken the SAT or THEA and I have to go to college. I don't have my lisence or a car and neither does my 22 year old boyfriend.

Noooooooooo
May 3rd, 2011, 12:02 PM
The fact that I got called "mentally ill" today, lol'z

joe2
May 6th, 2011, 04:56 PM
what depresses me every day... i tried to commit suicide year and half ago and cant forgive myself for the pain i caused

NobodysCupOf Tea
May 6th, 2011, 05:16 PM
Everything. About. Me..... Simples.

DarkNick
May 6th, 2011, 05:26 PM
I'm depressed today 'cause I was bullied today once again and I couldn't make them stop!
I feel so angry with them
and I feel so pitiful about myself... :(
I feel literally a coward and a useless person...

Travis_123
May 6th, 2011, 05:32 PM
The fact that i have to move to a different flat, prepare a task, learn for exams, visit mother on sunday for motherday(i planned a lot of work on this day). And the fact that i missed an experiment on university today...

Blue63
May 6th, 2011, 06:48 PM
The fact that I'm spending my friday night alone.
My fact that I'm not assimilating into this new clique as easily as I would have liked to.
The dream of being my best friend's best friend.
A need to write but a fear it'll suck.

Bath
May 6th, 2011, 07:47 PM
Yesterday I found out from my boyfriend that people are calling me ugly and awkward and I believe them, and it's still bothering me, and I've been trying to find beauty in myself and like who I am but it's difficult. Good thing music's keeping me sane.

Blujay
May 8th, 2011, 12:21 AM
The fact that I can't handle everything that I'm supposed to.

And that everyone who posts on this thread is beautiful and doesn't even realize it. </3

Roses_Are_Yellow
May 8th, 2011, 01:54 AM
That considering Mother's Day is tomorrow, I'll be thinking about mine more then usual...

December
May 8th, 2011, 10:28 PM
I am so tired but can't sleep, and I feel terrified for no tangible reason at all

December
May 12th, 2011, 09:39 PM
The fact that I have so much work to get done by monday

Cynical
May 12th, 2011, 10:17 PM
The fact that this hot guy in class is straight. :whoops:

Dimitri
May 12th, 2011, 10:26 PM
Two enormous contributors to this website have left us with the last few days.

dreamsofsomeday
May 13th, 2011, 12:53 AM
I hurt my aunt emotionally a few days ago, and now she's never going to speak to me again.
Self-hate issues...

SadisticAngels
May 13th, 2011, 03:47 AM
my brother thinks its ok to hit when hes angrey and im the unlucky pillow
ill have bruises 2moro

NobodysCupOf Tea
May 13th, 2011, 09:16 AM
My mum confronting me about my cutting. Its coming, and im freaking out.

Nancy Boy
May 13th, 2011, 09:41 AM
Hmm. Alot.

-__-
:'(

MisterE
May 13th, 2011, 03:58 PM
People talking shit about me to people
People not listening to me
Having to tell people the same thing time and time again
People thinking im the bad guy for just being the way i am
People not understanding me even tho they say i matter most to them

CantLiveWithoutYou
May 13th, 2011, 04:51 PM
this
The fuck ups that I have made. Really bad fuckups

smalltowngirl9189
May 13th, 2011, 05:25 PM
Friday night alone, my girlfriend broke up with me, I'm failing english when I'm putting my all into it, I didn't pass my physical for sports, and believe it or not I'm still living....

Hypergurl
May 13th, 2011, 05:40 PM
my parents r getting divorced and i have no friends. life basicaly sucks, like usual

December
May 13th, 2011, 10:56 PM
Had a panic attack while driving in a downpour. Needless to say it was quite unsettling

Four_Winds
May 14th, 2011, 02:05 AM
That every time I ever feel inspired or apt to do something, I get depressed and lose all interest.

So many things I could've, should've done.

nananana.

Love.Hate
May 15th, 2011, 01:59 PM
The fact I have exams for the next few weeks, and had one hell of an arguement this morning.

Nancy Boy
May 15th, 2011, 03:17 PM
Im glad to say NOT A GODDAMNED THING atm.
thank you(:

ackmedsgirl666
May 15th, 2011, 03:24 PM
being stuck in my house until tuesday for smoking weed
seriously..... this is BS
and also getting told by the guy i trusted who i thought was my bestfriend admiitted to me why he had sex with me( to use me) and the sad thing was he got me pregnant. got i hate myself

justmehere
May 15th, 2011, 04:50 PM
that my only sister. my baby sisters gonna be a preteen next month.
but other than that. nothing :)

Infidelitas
May 15th, 2011, 05:48 PM
It the day of my Grandfathers funeral

slappy
May 16th, 2011, 01:12 PM
I'm sick
My grades are slipping
My cat is being a bitch
I'm coughing my guts out
You know, just the same old shit.

JaiBrazier
May 16th, 2011, 03:57 PM
Whats depressing me is that all of my 'friends' are douches. I try to talk to them but they don't listen or understand. They're just like "Get over it" etc, and don't even listen to me.
On top of that I feel alone, like nobody cares. Like i'm the last to worry about. Like i'm just 'that depressed guy'. I hate it. The only thing I can turn to is like one friend and vt, where people actually listen to me and try and help.
So that's what's depressing me today.

Magenta
May 16th, 2011, 06:22 PM
The fact that I'm fat and gross looking.

Roses_Are_Yellow
May 17th, 2011, 12:25 AM
The fact that a guy who went to my elementary school is gone. He'll never have a family of his own, he's family wont be able to see him graduate highschool-not even 8th grade. I can't believe it. It all seems so surreal.

SilenceForSilence
May 22nd, 2011, 12:50 AM
The pain of everyone.

PoseidonX43
May 22nd, 2011, 01:14 AM
My mom being depressed :(

word_up
May 22nd, 2011, 10:51 AM
Im depressed because everyone around me is a stable relationship but i cant seem to find someone worth seeing.fffff

Syvelocin
May 22nd, 2011, 12:50 PM
I finally went back to weigh in (I've been skipping it for a couple weeks...) and I lost five pounds :/

Ugh.

Love.Hate
May 22nd, 2011, 03:30 PM
The fact that everything i try to do goes wrong.

moon_lit_angel
May 22nd, 2011, 03:56 PM
the fact that i just had to see my abuser of two years :'(
the fact that im still in love with my ex and want him back..! :(
the fact that i've done so much damage the past few days and theres going to be more tonight and i cant stop :(

EarthToBryan
May 22nd, 2011, 04:01 PM
my parents r getting divorced and i have no friends. life basicaly sucks, like usual

Ditto, I have never had a "best" friend, or even good friends that cared a lot about me, just a long string of acquaintances.

My complete and total apathy towards everything.

December
May 22nd, 2011, 10:08 PM
People can be terrible.

Dimitri
May 22nd, 2011, 10:10 PM
Found out that my girlfriend was raped by an ex and now I feel horrible any time I kiss or hold her because I do not want to make her feel uncomfortable, she's the type who holds in emotions and she is really hard to read.

On the bright side she lets me hold and kiss her which I think is an amazing thing that she trusts me that much.

Nancy Boy
May 22nd, 2011, 10:17 PM
i feel stuck here,
im gonna spend my birthday alone,
also, i feel the need for a companion.
:/

Magus
May 22nd, 2011, 11:42 PM
I fucking failed... FAILED!

TheMatrix
May 22nd, 2011, 11:58 PM
the fact that many people here and in life hate me

NobodysCupOf Tea
May 23rd, 2011, 02:36 AM
I'm behond tired, not speaking to my mum, little brother is being bullied, my exam I Havnt revised for is tomorrow, my friends know about my cutting and EVERYTHING about myself .... Think that's everything.

BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 23rd, 2011, 08:23 AM
The fact that everything has seemed to go downhill and i cant stop it.

SimSailorNick
May 23rd, 2011, 10:36 AM
A guy i like who doesn't like me back.

Dunce
May 23rd, 2011, 11:34 AM
I wish I went in to Dublin to see Obama. That's really really getting me down. Luckily, it hasnt escalated to depression yet. Usually my depression comes when I realise that I dont actually WANT to do these things. The reason not seeing Obama is not depressing me in because I know I really want to. Confusing, and weird, but yes.

BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 24th, 2011, 07:30 AM
Struggling to cope with things.

Love.Hate
May 24th, 2011, 08:12 AM
The fact my new boots gave me blisters and i had to walk home from school in my socks and i have fucked my feet up. They hurt like hell.

Nancy Boy
May 24th, 2011, 11:24 PM
well, today is my 16th birthday, and i just....blah. yes. i said BLAH.
i really hope tomorrow is better. really,

Drew7
May 25th, 2011, 12:22 AM
i'm tired. i don't sleep well. go figure
nothin is good enough for my parents
my brother wont talk to me
school sucks. teach too slow, too much time wasted. we could do everything in half the time and be home by noon. wasting my life there. need to separate the stupid people from the rest so we can get out of there or at least have PE from noon on. I'm sure the teachers are bored too. they seem to be.

the worst one is that my brother, who i used to be close to has said maybe ten words to me in the past two weeks cuz we got grounded cuz i went in his room without knocking cuz i thought he wasn't home and wanted to get something HE borrowed. He freaked and pounded me, that got him grounded and i got it for invading his privacy.

i told him, im sorry right after even though he was done beatin' on me. told him i really meant it too cuz i don't wanna make anyone mad. a week goes by i tell him all that again, and tell him its mean to ignores me and hate me when i didn't see anything. (he may have been part naked, but i didn't see anything. his was across the room, back to the door and i really woulda knocked, but he's never home at that time of day.

i told him i'm sad that we're not friends anymore cuz you were my friend AND my brother. now i got nothing and that if ya think about it, i didn't see anything, wasn't trying to do anything other than get a couple of things back that you said you were done with. as soon as i saw you were there i closed the door, so your mad at me for no good reason and YOU were the one hittin ME!! Bigger than me, older by 3 yrs too.

ya know if i was spyin on him, i'd understand. If i was taking something of his without asking, i'd understand. I hope i don't grow up to be mean like you. Just mean to be mean for the sake of it.

There is a tiny part of me that wants to ignore you once you decide you're over it, but that won't work cuz your the favorite and i'm crap. ya know, and it's wrong to treat people that way. Why learn about christ and his teachings if you cant forgive someone for something you think they did that they didn't actually do. ura hippocrit.

now i'm mad that i'm mad. (no kidding) and a little mad that i want someone to change and there's nothing i can do about it other than pray for him to feel better or get past what's been bothering him befor this all started. i thought i heard him crying a few days before. I asked him about it the next day, he said he wasn't. there is a wall between bedrooms, so i know what i heard, but i guess i'm not worth telling the truth to or at least say i don't wanna talk about it, ever, but don't lie to me. i'm 13, im not deaf.

Nancy Boy
May 26th, 2011, 06:18 PM
today, my parents have been griping all damn day. since i woke up.
last night(this morning) i worried to death about a friend. that wasnt fun, had an upset stomach and couldnt sleep.
now, im just emotional. -_-
sigh.

BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 27th, 2011, 03:07 AM
im tired of being like this and everything seems to be still going down hill and i wish things were diffrent:(

PoseidonX43
May 27th, 2011, 05:42 PM
friends dising me and lieing to me

i vote sticke.

Extreme586
May 27th, 2011, 05:55 PM
Loving someone but knowing it probably would never work out. I just can't stop thinking about him. Normally I would be psyched that the summer is almost here, but since we aren't even good friends I probably won't see him until sophomore year. These are going to be the three worst months...

Hershey's Kisses
May 27th, 2011, 06:11 PM
The fact that its 90 degrees in my house and no air conditioning and nothing to do. Also the fact that as usual my parents are talkiong about how little money they have.

Hershey's Kisses
May 27th, 2011, 06:15 PM
my parents r getting divorced and i have no friends. life basicaly sucks, like usual

I'm your age and I have a pretty long list of people who I talk to but no "best friend" and for a long time no friends. Sorry to hear your parents are divorcing:/ I'm here to talk if you;d like.:yes:

Bath
May 27th, 2011, 06:17 PM
my boyfriend dumped me because he's going to military school cause he dun fucked up with his parents. he was the one thing keeping me alive and now I cant see him again. thats cute.

im tired and a little sick.
cant really eat.
been crying and screaming for the past 2 hours.
cut again on my leg, 6 times.
nobody even cares.

LifeisLife
May 28th, 2011, 03:26 AM
I lifted a friend outside yesterday and hit a little kid in the face with her bag while lifting her. I was really sorry and his little tooth fell out. The mom came and told me off and then told my friends and all the adults around me. This week I cut for the first time. Life can get worse, I know it will, but right now I have no idea what to do. My "friends" and I always fight and will probably ignore me today all day. I only have 4 actual good friends, of which one isn't even at my school, the other one is at my school but in real life we never talk and one of them is in China and the other at a wedding. All of them are in other classes so I just sit alone all day.

BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 28th, 2011, 03:06 PM
Myself, why cant be enough for anyone :(


And that i cant stop those thoughts again:(

EarthToBryan
May 28th, 2011, 03:11 PM
My problems, which I presume are depression and something like borderline personality disorder, and my inability to talk to anyone about them. Not because I don't want to, not because I'm shy, but because I don't have anyone to talk to.

Nancy Boy
May 28th, 2011, 05:19 PM
im alone. still.
i will be tomorrow, and the day after that, and the week after that even.
i dislike life.

Hershey's Kisses
May 28th, 2011, 07:29 PM
Today I am depressed because I'm not getting anything for my birthday.

hwkitty
May 28th, 2011, 09:24 PM
Singing is really important to me. Seriously important, like I want to do so when I grow up.
I didn't make jazz choir. Also,
- My teacher said that he would have to favor the older kids, but two of my friends who're in the same grade as I am made it.
- When I tried to vent to my other friend, she pretty much brushed me off.
- My one other good friend is busy congratulating my two other friends, who've pretty much been talking about it in front of me.
- I feel like this girl I used to be close friends with is slipping away from me.
- My father's been yelling at and criticizing me a lot lately.
- I feel like a brat for even bitching about this because I know there are people with way worse problems than I have.

It's just not very good, really. :c

Bath
May 28th, 2011, 09:27 PM
how I'm so fucking tired all the time lately.
how my judgment is really off recently.
how I keep putting myself in these situations.
how I'll never be completely satisfied.

Hershey's Kisses
May 28th, 2011, 09:39 PM
I'm also depressed because, well I jusy am for no reason. I just feel sad.

Magenta
May 28th, 2011, 10:01 PM
People are embarrassed by me when I'm around. I'm too awkward and weird. I'm ugly and fat and will never amount to anything.

BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 29th, 2011, 07:29 AM
i hate being so fat and disgusting and iv been so tired recently. :(

Nancy Boy
May 29th, 2011, 05:25 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKAn1HvmRXM

^this song.
things.
life.
-__-

MisterE
May 29th, 2011, 06:48 PM
My satellite receiver is making a high pitch squeal, its got me in a panic!

SimSailorNick
May 29th, 2011, 09:03 PM
I just screwed up and may have lost a friend. I'm such an effing idiot.

Nelson
May 30th, 2011, 09:01 AM
I can't seem to make this odd form of relationship work, I can't study for my exams, and I just don't care anymore

BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 30th, 2011, 02:51 PM
Im getting to tired to care anymore:(

December
May 30th, 2011, 10:20 PM
I'm drowning.

CryWolf
May 31st, 2011, 10:25 AM
My dad left a little over 5 years ago with no explanation. I haven't seen him since. Mom says he left because of me. She says that he saw too much of himself in me and couldn't deal with it. I was ten when he left. Now that I'm a little older I wonder what it was he saw? What part of himself could he see in me that was so bad that he had to leave? If I knew what it was I would try to change it or hide it or something. Mom won't say, but she blames me for it. I wish I could ask him or get a straight answer from her. She's currently in a halfway house, and it always comes up when I go to see her, but she still won't say she just cries and tells me its too late to fix anything. I wonder about my dad. Am I more like him now? Do we have the same mannerisms? Do I think like him?
Alright that was rambling, but that's whats on my mind today. Felt good to say it :whoops:

Magenta
May 31st, 2011, 02:00 PM
My arms are disgusting. I have one really dark red scar so I can't wear a tshirt. I get so hot outside I want to cry.

BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 31st, 2011, 02:16 PM
All i feel and see is Fat:(

i feel disgusting :(

MadManWithaBox
May 31st, 2011, 02:37 PM
I'm still lonely.

Magenta
May 31st, 2011, 02:37 PM
I also ate far too much today. I hate it when my mum takes the day off. If she's here, I have to eat. It just makes me feel gross.

Rubber
May 31st, 2011, 04:35 PM
mi social anxiety. i tried to start to get over it. But nothing changed today and i still do everything nervously. Just now i tried to talk to mi friend on FB and he didnt respond for like 30 secounds so i started freaking out. Then i sent another message when he responded and he didnt respond for two minutes so i apologized then quikly signed off..... do i sound cryz???????????????

Magenta
May 31st, 2011, 04:38 PM
mi social anxiety. i tried to start to get over it. But nothing changed today and i still do everything nervously. Just now i tried to talk to mi friend on FB and he didnt respond for like 30 secounds so i started freaking out. Then i sent another message when he responded and he didnt respond for two minutes so i apologized then quikly signed off..... do i sound cryz???????????????

No. I have had this problem before. Part of social anxiety is thinking you know what another person is thinking. You sit there and think that you said something wrong or the person doesn't want to talk to you so you message them again in hopes that you're wrong. I literally JUST did the same via text message with a friend because my social anxiety makes me think people are angry at me. I literally cannot talk to someone without having paranoid thoughts like that. It's okay, you're not crazy.

AladdinSane
May 31st, 2011, 04:38 PM
Exams and my generally miserable Dad as usual.

BrokenXPaperXDolls
June 1st, 2011, 02:35 PM
mi social anxiety. i tried to start to get over it. But nothing changed today and i still do everything nervously. Just now i tried to talk to mi friend on FB and he didnt respond for like 30 secounds so i started freaking out. Then i sent another message when he responded and he didnt respond for two minutes so i apologized then quikly signed off..... do i sound cryz???????????????

No. I have had this problem before. Part of social anxiety is thinking you know what another person is thinking. You sit there and think that you said something wrong or the person doesn't want to talk to you so you message them again in hopes that you're wrong. I literally JUST did the same via text message with a friend because my social anxiety makes me think people are angry at me. I literally cannot talk to someone without having paranoid thoughts like that. It's okay, you're not crazy.

Same
If a friend dosnt reply to me on msn or facebook i start panicking. :(

also i feel horribly fat and disgusting today:(

Magenta
June 1st, 2011, 03:01 PM
Someone poked me in the arm and commented on my arm wiggling... but then they said I was tiny. Feel gross. Need to lose more weight.

Goric
June 1st, 2011, 03:17 PM
someone who said they'd come back and go out to town with me, but blew me off to get drunk at the pub.

December
June 1st, 2011, 09:57 PM
My friend has been struggling with a drug addiction and I hate watching him waste away. I am trying to be there for him but I feel like I am watching him die.

December
June 4th, 2011, 11:16 PM
The nightmares are back again and I'm afraid to sleep

Nancy Boy
June 5th, 2011, 03:46 AM
im lonely. and im sick of being talked down to by my dad. such a fucking dick.
he made me cry today *yesterday*?. which i didnt tell anyone, cause everyone wants me to be happy,
maybe ive gotten so used to this sadness that the only thing that makes me happy is,,.....*asked not to say anything*...

i love you :(

Love.Hate
June 5th, 2011, 10:41 AM
My sisters are compulsive liars and couldn't care less about anyone but themselves. I feel abandonded by everyone and I'm so lonely. And the fact the pills on the side are tempting me way too much.

music is my soul
June 5th, 2011, 11:55 AM
i only have two days of school left and school is my only real get away from home. and once school is over theres only going to be one friend that iwill see regularly.

Syvelocin
June 5th, 2011, 02:28 PM
Just moved my shit out of my husband's flat. Yeah.

Magenta
June 5th, 2011, 02:40 PM
My friends are liars and I post too much in the mental crisis forum.

Kaius
June 5th, 2011, 03:20 PM
This weekend has been majorly messed up. Lack of sleep and flashbacks have messed my mental state up to the extreme. Why does everyone have to leave me.

Nancy Boy
June 5th, 2011, 09:27 PM
the fact that im alive sometimes upsets me.
and it has this evening.

December
June 5th, 2011, 10:26 PM
My anxiety has been super high all day today for no reason, and ive had a little too much time alone inside my thoughts.

Nelson
June 6th, 2011, 09:21 AM
being alive

BrokenXPaperXDolls
June 6th, 2011, 02:50 PM
Having to see "friends" again and i feel so horribly disgusting and fat at the moment.:(

Magenta
June 6th, 2011, 07:57 PM
I'm alive. Blah.

helizabethh
June 6th, 2011, 08:12 PM
My depression, my insomnia, my hidden bulimia, my addiction to self-harm, my body image, my alcoholic family, my ADHD brother, my exams, my future, my predominately useless friends and my cheating ex-boyfriend.

Oh and my anorexic dog, hahaha!
^and you think i'm kidding.

Rant over. Phewwww :D

December
June 6th, 2011, 10:24 PM
My friend's mom died today from ALS/Lou gehrigs disease. I just think that would be such a terrible way to die since it just wastes every part of you away but your mind, and it must be so hard on him and his sister, having watched her die :(

Hatsune Miku
June 7th, 2011, 01:31 AM
I'm trying to get over someone, I lost 2 good friends, and I'm failing out of school.

Love.Hate
June 7th, 2011, 02:28 AM
I gave up. And the fact im still alive.

Infidelitas
June 7th, 2011, 07:27 AM
For the fact I dont have any grandparents anymore

rockrooster11
June 7th, 2011, 04:58 PM
Been called fat and ugly.
Lonely.
The exams I've had this week have been a complete fail and my parents aren't going to be happy, not that they're ever happy with me.

ASD17
June 7th, 2011, 05:16 PM
Realisation of having no true friends.

asnboy
June 7th, 2011, 07:54 PM
I just broke up with my gf 2 weekends ago, but i want her back... what should i do?

RadiantBlood
June 7th, 2011, 09:18 PM
combination of school ending, and dad yelling, and the need to cut growing.

December
June 7th, 2011, 09:56 PM
Final exams. I am so ready for school to be over, it depresses me

Magenta
June 8th, 2011, 02:34 PM
School stress and my panic attacks.

Emiil
June 8th, 2011, 03:58 PM
Have to hide my sexuality for another like 1800 days. Having to fake a smile and look happy another day when I'm crying inside. Can't stand it anymore :/

December
June 8th, 2011, 09:47 PM
I keep falling asleep when I don't intend too. I'm so tired I could sleep for days

December
June 9th, 2011, 09:55 PM
I missed out on some things that I'd really have liked to have done mostly because I've spent so much time in my own little world. For some reason that just brings me down, maybe because it shows me I'm cutting myself off from everyone so much

Syvelocin
June 10th, 2011, 06:56 PM
I worry if I'll ever see her again. (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?p=1301763#post1301763)

Magenta
June 10th, 2011, 07:20 PM
It's my birthday tomorrow but I can feel that it will be fake happiness.

Nelson
June 12th, 2011, 08:22 AM
Living, totally no point =/

December
June 12th, 2011, 09:57 PM
Just everything

Nancy Boy
June 14th, 2011, 04:13 PM
this stupid fucking cough wont go away. and...the usual bs thats my life. >.>

Iris
June 14th, 2011, 08:07 PM
im just tired of trying so hard. what's the point? there too much hate and pain in the world. i just wanna go to sleep and never wake up...

EscapeTheFate
June 14th, 2011, 08:49 PM
Well my depression is like an everyday thing, for one my parents dont want me cause i do drugs so they kick me outta the house sometimes, also they favore my other sibilings more than me. And it just causes me to do more drugs which causes them to get more mad, so its just like a never endding cycle...

December
June 14th, 2011, 11:07 PM
I don't want to hurt myself anymore but i can't stop

Alexithymia
June 15th, 2011, 04:15 AM
Life. It's there. It's in the way. And it never fucking moves.

MadManWithaBox
June 15th, 2011, 05:04 AM
I'm not sure if she loves me back or not.

Philleeep
June 15th, 2011, 05:13 AM
Being stuck at home due to the crappy weather

Love.Hate
June 15th, 2011, 05:12 PM
The fact he is in Ireland, and i cant break.. i have to be strong.

Maeria
June 15th, 2011, 06:41 PM
My past fuck ups.

Iris
June 15th, 2011, 11:12 PM
i feel so alone and empty. my best friend isnt there for me anymore. she acts like she doesnt know the real me anymore, like she only knows the person i pretend to be to all my other friends. I'm all alone in the world. No one knows me. No one wants to. They'd just abandon me cuz im so broken, so messed up. I'll never be accepted, never be fixed, never be happy

flashstep96
June 16th, 2011, 07:06 AM
Those Narrow minded punks at my school who treat me like a freak because their to stupid to even think "Hey, this kid may actually be nice." Nooo, It's Faggot this and Faggot that. Meh....-_-

Nancy Boy
June 17th, 2011, 02:09 AM
I hate being alive, and i complain about being alive, so since i cling to one person for love and alittle attention, i am an attention whore. Also, knowing my 'friends' wouldnt allow me to kill myself. )':

FullyAlive
June 17th, 2011, 03:55 AM
I'm in a complicated situation that I can't see a way out of.

MadManWithaBox
June 17th, 2011, 07:32 AM
That she's in England :(

Grayeyes
June 17th, 2011, 09:53 AM
I feel lonely in my new class. I just don't "click" or agree with the people there... And I feel that they don't like me. I feel like a bird who's lost her wings. I can't speak my mind or crap because my classmates will just end up judging me.
I loved my old classmates.

Fiction
June 17th, 2011, 10:47 AM
Urges.

Love.Hate
June 17th, 2011, 02:37 PM
The fact everyone thinks im on the verge of killing myself and have put me on suicide watch.

Charleigh
June 18th, 2011, 08:44 AM
The fact that people cry and moan over fucking nothing and want to cut and cry and post it on the worlds fucking forehead about something as little as a peice of piss.

Triceratops
June 18th, 2011, 10:49 AM
The fact that people cry and moan over fucking nothing and want to cut and cry and post it on the worlds fucking forehead about something as little as a peice of piss.

They'll grow out of it, eventually.

Magenta
June 18th, 2011, 11:35 AM
The fact that he's seven hours away. Why is everyone so far?

Iris
June 18th, 2011, 09:29 PM
that the world is so cruel. i'm ashamed to be stuck in it. wish a meteor would hit Earth and all life would just instantly die.

December
June 19th, 2011, 10:03 PM
I just feel so tired and I start thinking about everything I have to get done and it's making my head one crowded mess

Nancy Boy
June 19th, 2011, 10:14 PM
i really dont know what to say after today.......
or,

All The Small Things
June 20th, 2011, 05:00 PM
RYAN DUNN from Jackass,Villa Bam and Bams Unholey Union. Passed away :( R.I.P Ryan Dunn u be miss. I feel bad 4 Bam they were best frineds

Nicci
June 22nd, 2011, 02:14 AM
my family has to bring my sister to the emergency room AGAIN tomorrow so that everything can be dealt with before I leave for camp.

Joe410ish
June 22nd, 2011, 02:21 AM
This messed up world we live in... the fact that I can't sleep and that nobody seems to understand me... but you have to look at the positives :/ even if there are none

Havok
June 22nd, 2011, 02:34 AM
Eh, life goal is now unattainable, but still managing to keep on the up and up :)

Lethe
June 22nd, 2011, 02:35 AM
I hate my body :/

Joe410ish
June 22nd, 2011, 02:38 AM
I hate my body :/

Don't hate it... f**k everybody who tells you otherwise

Havok
June 22nd, 2011, 03:02 AM
Don't hate it... f**k everybody who tells you otherwise

Agreed, no one has the right to tell anyone anything about themselves, and don't think too much into it Lethe, EVERYONE has insecurities, it's natural for humans, and trust me, no one is harder on you then yourself, THAT is true for everyone.

MadManWithaBox
June 22nd, 2011, 10:45 AM
I'm depressed because I'm spending all my time in hospitals.

Nancy Boy
June 22nd, 2011, 07:41 PM
life sucks then you die :D

FullyAlive
June 23rd, 2011, 08:36 AM
7 days till prom... I haven't got a dress yet.

Maeria
June 23rd, 2011, 08:49 PM
I'm depressed because I have a hard time trusting others, myself, and I dropped out of school, everyone thinks I'm giving up when I'm trying really hard just to keep my mind off stuff..

Lethe
June 23rd, 2011, 08:55 PM
I feel depressed that I killed a scorpion today :(. I hate them but I feel bad spraying them with toxic chemicals. This is the third one in a week.

I'm also depressed that I have to move my room to avoid scorpions from appearing. But oh well~!

Unsolvedmind
June 23rd, 2011, 10:57 PM
Finding put I FAILED my LOTE exam and have to take Spanish 1 ALL F**** over AGAIN

Iris
June 23rd, 2011, 11:32 PM
forgetting to go to the soup kitchen i volunteer at :( i completely forget about it :( :(

JackShephard
June 23rd, 2011, 11:42 PM
Being bisexual. :(

Magenta
June 24th, 2011, 08:55 AM
My father not treating me like his kid... like I'm no longer important to him...

morbidmonkey
June 25th, 2011, 11:19 PM
my mother talking to me about how i should talk to my father. it just messed up my whole day and every little thing got my angry...

Lethe
June 25th, 2011, 11:21 PM
That I found a dime-sized scorpion in my room, went to get the spray, came back and found it gone :(. The tiny scorpions are the more dangerous ones and now it could be anywhere! If I get stung I could be in big trouble...

December
June 26th, 2011, 10:12 PM
Feeling like I can't talk to my best friend because I feel like I've been dumping to much on him lately. I don't want him to get tired of dealing with me and disappear too

APWBD
June 27th, 2011, 08:59 PM
a good friend and classmate of mine died 3 months ago and another classmate just did 2 weeks ago. i cant find a job, and all i have to do all day is to play xbox and do yard work. and because i feel so depressed i havent talked or seen my friends in over two weeks and am afraid they really dont care about me anymore.

Kisha
June 27th, 2011, 09:21 PM
Being stuck in this house

Iris
June 27th, 2011, 11:09 PM
i feel so empty and numb. I cut earlier to feel like this to take away bad feelings but the emptiness is staying to long and now im gonna have to cut to take it away. Thats pretty depressing to me :(

DarkWingedAngel
June 27th, 2011, 11:23 PM
Everything. My bodys gender and my dad is being a dick. my ex best friend wont even talk to me and my phone is going to be cut off in the next 2 months I wanna just die. a slow and painful death.

Harlequin
June 27th, 2011, 11:38 PM
whats depressing me today is I'm full of ideas but not a single one of them is good.

Kayden
June 28th, 2011, 01:31 AM
Im lonely.

Calex
June 28th, 2011, 01:43 AM
I feel depress today because every channel I turn has to do something about best friends. I know its not that bad like all the other people here but all my best friends left me for stupid reason. Mostly because they find out I'm bi

RockstarRocks
June 28th, 2011, 05:24 AM
I'm depressed because I always think something is wrong with me. Hate my axziety disorder.

Love.Hate
June 28th, 2011, 05:26 AM
I cut my arm.. i have been holding off for months and a week before prom i go and fuck it up :( :(

I dont know how im going to cover this.

TrAnSMaN09
June 28th, 2011, 09:41 PM
Everything. My body's gender and my dad is being a dick. my ex best friend wont even talk to me and my phone is going to be cut off in the next 2 months I wanna just die. a slow and painful death.


hunnie! please i never want to hear you talk like that,i could NEVER lose you.
Im always here for you to talk to, Im always here for you to vent to or im always here as a shoulder for you to cry on, I love you so much, please, Never hurt your self, please, im literally begging you

CyanideGoodnight
June 28th, 2011, 10:01 PM
Everything.

All I want to do is just make myself mute, never talk again, not make contact. Contact with people seems to make things worse, no matter what I do or say, it dosn't make any difference. I wish I could just do that, but nope. I can't...

DarkWingedAngel
June 28th, 2011, 10:47 PM
hunnie! please i never want to hear you talk like that,i could NEVER lose you.
Im always here for you to talk to, Im always here for you to vent to or im always here as a shoulder for you to cry on, I love you so much, please, Never hurt your self, please, im literally begging you
I dont cry but thanks

PoseidonX43
June 29th, 2011, 02:22 AM
i betrad my friend :( but it was the right thing to do

i vote sticky :D